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I don't think this is just because of season or boredom with excess amounts of coding at my volunteer job, but damned if I know what it _is_.

Awake is hard. I'm doing it, and I'm at school, but want to sleep or at least doze. And drink lots of water.

*grumble*

Gotta say, though, Saturday's party was delightful. :)

grumble

Jun. 7th, 2012 10:26 am
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Apparently I have no stamina. I can't tell if I'm sick, overwhelmed, or depressed.

Unfortunately, it's translating to wanting to do anything _but_ my thesis work, which needs to be at a final draft stage before mid-July when my adviser is gone for three weeks. And it's due as in needs to be done and approved by my adviser and second reader by early August. And I just Don't Want To.

Mostly, just tired. Don't really want to do much of anything, and spent last weekend mostly sleeping (which probably means I'm actually sick). I think I may also be sleeping for crap, which may be due to the fact that I have a time pressure that I'm aware of and I feel like I'm not really doing enough about.

Grumble.

Yes, I've done a little meditation, mostly while trying to fall asleep. Not sure if it's helping.
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I have a screwdriver in my pocket.

I know how it got there, but I'm not entirely sure why I - at the time - thought it was the right place to put it. Screwdrivers do not live in my pocket! This particular screwdriver lives next to my bed to help handle the fact that I keep failing to go to the glasses place and replace my glasses whose screw keeps being loose and which is mildly broken.

It was an insufficient screwdriver for the goal for which I took it out of my room, that of dismantling the table that formerly lived in my kitchen/dining area. The screwheads were too big for it, and I apparently decided that my pocket was easier than returning it to my room. I obtained a better screwdriver, used it, and returned that one to its home (I doubt it would fit into my pocket).

This one? This one has been in my pocket for probably 24 hours now. I wondered where I had put it last night when I was going to tighten the screw, but didn't worry about it. It was today, when I was hunting for my nail clippers, and my hair tie, that I figured out what the extra thing in my pocket was.

Oddly, it's not poking me uncomfortably. It's just _there_. In my pocket. With my change, my nail clippers, two chapsticks, and a few hair ties.

I have a screwdriver in my pocket. And maybe, just maybe, I'll remember to put it back where it belongs when I get home tonight. Or maybe it'll continue to live in my pocket.
wispfox: (Default)
I have a screwdriver in my pocket.

I know how it got there, but I'm not entirely sure why I - at the time - thought it was the right place to put it. Screwdrivers do not live in my pocket! This particular screwdriver lives next to my bed to help handle the fact that I keep failing to go to the glasses place and replace my glasses whose screw keeps being loose and which is mildly broken.

It was an insufficient screwdriver for the goal for which I took it out of my room, that of dismantling the table that formerly lived in my kitchen/dining area. The screwheads were too big for it, and I apparently decided that my pocket was easier than returning it to my room. I obtained a better screwdriver, used it, and returned that one to its home (I doubt it would fit into my pocket).

This one? This one has been in my pocket for probably 24 hours now. I wondered where I had put it last night when I was going to tighten the screw, but didn't worry about it. It was today, when I was hunting for my nail clippers, and my hair tie, that I figured out what the extra thing in my pocket was.

Oddly, it's not poking me uncomfortably. It's just _there_. In my pocket. With my change, my nail clippers, two chapsticks, and a few hair ties.

I have a screwdriver in my pocket. And maybe, just maybe, I'll remember to put it back where it belongs when I get home tonight. Or maybe it'll continue to live in my pocket.

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