[links]

corivax on teratogenesis, a story that makes my brain happy.

On anthropomor_fic, Covalent bond porn. Again with the brain pleasing!

Via fourgates, Melatonin may affect the sex glands. As I don't want kids, I don't particularly care. But interesting!

[links]

corivax on teratogenesis, a story that makes my brain happy.

On anthropomor_fic, Covalent bond porn. Again with the brain pleasing!

Via fourgates, Melatonin may affect the sex glands. As I don't want kids, I don't particularly care. But interesting!

[various]

Upwards of 13 hours in bed is excessive. Even considering the frequency with which I was awake, and my general state of restlessness. Not sure yet if it had any effect on my constant level of exhaustion, but figured it worth a try. Tomorrow, perhaps, I try getting way too little sleep and see if that helps at least in the short-term (it has in the past, but is _not_ a sustainable level of sleep for me, even when the season isn't stupid).

~1 foot of snow tomorrow. I suspect I shall work from home. I don't remember who I told that it would be more snowy this winter than last because last was so low on snow, but I appear to have been correct, even if it took a while to stop being too warm for snow!

Excessive paranoia is pissing me off. So is simultaneously wanting to be comforted and wanting everyone as far away from me as possible. I think I shall continue to defaulting to being anti-social because it's just easier. Is odd how many of my intended-to-be-social things so far this week are ending up being postponed for entirely unrelated-to-my-mood reasons.

Hot chocolate is tasty.

*looks at post* I appear to be successfully avoiding whinyness in this post, even though it does contain at least some stuff from in my head. So I keep it.

[various]

Upwards of 13 hours in bed is excessive. Even considering the frequency with which I was awake, and my general state of restlessness. Not sure yet if it had any effect on my constant level of exhaustion, but figured it worth a try. Tomorrow, perhaps, I try getting way too little sleep and see if that helps at least in the short-term (it has in the past, but is _not_ a sustainable level of sleep for me, even when the season isn't stupid).

~1 foot of snow tomorrow. I suspect I shall work from home. I don't remember who I told that it would be more snowy this winter than last because last was so low on snow, but I appear to have been correct, even if it took a while to stop being too warm for snow!

Excessive paranoia is pissing me off. So is simultaneously wanting to be comforted and wanting everyone as far away from me as possible. I think I shall continue to defaulting to being anti-social because it's just easier. Is odd how many of my intended-to-be-social things so far this week are ending up being postponed for entirely unrelated-to-my-mood reasons.

Hot chocolate is tasty.

*looks at post* I appear to be successfully avoiding whinyness in this post, even though it does contain at least some stuff from in my head. So I keep it.

[amused.memory]

So, my youngest sister knows me _way_ too well, as she sent me email reminding me that today is my dad's birthday. I must call him tonight. :)

[amused.memory]

So, my youngest sister knows me _way_ too well, as she sent me email reminding me that today is my dad's birthday. I must call him tonight. :)

[brains] As I appear to have a few moments of rationality

( cutting! )

[brains] As I appear to have a few moments of rationality

( cutting! )

[mood] Today, thankfulness

So...

Y'all are, perhaps intentionally, perhaps unintentionally, doing an amazing job of restoring my mood to something a bit less difficult to cope with, at least for now. (although, mood shifts this dramatic are a bit overwhelming)

I thank for the gift which is apparently waiting for me at home, with the properties of petability and fuzziness (or was it furriness?).

I thank the people who saw fit to remind me that they appreciate my sharing my thought processes.

I thank for those who have demonstrated that, even if I feel like I'm terrible at communication at the moment, I am still understood. At least, understood enough.

[mood] Today, thankfulness

So...

Y'all are, perhaps intentionally, perhaps unintentionally, doing an amazing job of restoring my mood to something a bit less difficult to cope with, at least for now. (although, mood shifts this dramatic are a bit overwhelming)

I thank for the gift which is apparently waiting for me at home, with the properties of petability and fuzziness (or was it furriness?).

I thank the people who saw fit to remind me that they appreciate my sharing my thought processes.

I thank for those who have demonstrated that, even if I feel like I'm terrible at communication at the moment, I am still understood. At least, understood enough.

[gift, ceilings, and brains.expectations]

I have a fuzzy frog which will go with me to work for petability purposes, and two magnetic monkeys which will live on my fridge. *pleased*

Mopping a ceiling is an odd experience. But now my office ought to stop smelling of mold and mildew.


( evil basic assumptions about interactions with other people in general )

[gift, ceilings, and brains.expectations]

I have a fuzzy frog which will go with me to work for petability purposes, and two magnetic monkeys which will live on my fridge. *pleased*

Mopping a ceiling is an odd experience. But now my office ought to stop smelling of mold and mildew.


( evil basic assumptions about interactions with other people in general )