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[wispfox]

Upwards of 13 hours in bed is excessive. Even considering the frequency with which I was awake, and my general state of restlessness. Not sure yet if it had any effect on my constant level of exhaustion, but figured it worth a try. Tomorrow, perhaps, I try getting way too little sleep and see if that helps at least in the short-term (it has in the past, but is _not_ a sustainable level of sleep for me, even when the season isn't stupid).

~1 foot of snow tomorrow. I suspect I shall work from home. I don't remember who I told that it would be more snowy this winter than last because last was so low on snow, but I appear to have been correct, even if it took a while to stop being too warm for snow!

Excessive paranoia is pissing me off. So is simultaneously wanting to be comforted and wanting everyone as far away from me as possible. I think I shall continue to defaulting to being anti-social because it's just easier. Is odd how many of my intended-to-be-social things so far this week are ending up being postponed for entirely unrelated-to-my-mood reasons.

Hot chocolate is tasty.

*looks at post* I appear to be successfully avoiding whinyness in this post, even though it does contain at least some stuff from in my head. So I keep it.

Comments

[jirikido.livejournal.com]

hehe, that's why i learned to purr, it helps :).

[randysmith]

*hugs* Optionally delivered at the end of two ten foot polls with warm fuzzy gentle gripping ends if needed, but *hugs* nonetheless.

[wispfox.livejournal.com]

Hugs good. Short-term interaction good. Non-effortful interaction good, but difficult, since the inside of my head doesn't appear to want to give a consistent definition for what that would mean.

[randysmith]

Understood. Trying to adapt to what non-effortful interaction for you means as best I can without worrying too much about whether I succeed or not (though pointers are quite welcome--not worrying too much just means that it's a goal rather than a standard). I'll keep the polls available, though :-}.

[bridgetester.livejournal.com]

*offers more hot chocolate and frosts the window with glittering ice crystals*

[wispfox.livejournal.com]

Frosting!

*drinks more hot chocolate*

[bridgetester.livejournal.com]

*sprinkles glitter around randomly*