I want

[wispfox]

to not have trouble sleeping on a regular basis.
to not have seasonal depression.
to have my wrists be normal again.
to not have stupid digestive issues.

to have a day where I don't have to do anything (difficult when I get hungry or need bathroom or cannot sleep anymore).
to not have the three people i'm closest to in distress. more so when one is because of me and points 3&4.

I am so goddamn tired. physically, mentally, pycholoically. and I have no idea what to do to fix it. none of my normal sleep tricks are working, nd that is likely my biggest issue right now. sleep helps ecerything else, after all.

Comments

[kuruzansuz.livejournal.com]

hugs

[randysmith]

Oh, I'm sorry. And it's been a gray day, and we're headed into winter. Arrggh.

*hugs*

[wispfox.livejournal.com]

Yep.

I'm more than a bit nervous to see how this winter will go.

[psongster.livejournal.com]

Oh, I'm so sorry. I do understand. I wish I had something useful to say or to suggest. It will get better from here, because things do, but that's little consolation when one is in the middle of it all.

[ayalanya.livejournal.com]

heh. i am sort of morbidly amused that you and i posted similar "i am tired of this!" posts, which show up as two posts in a row on my default view, when i didn't even read my friends list before posting.

[zanawake.livejournal.com]

*wishing that your wishes will come true soon*

[jasra]

*hugs* I am doing better now though. It was just apparently my time to be overwhelmed earlier. Thank you for holding me while I cried. And licking off my tears, which caused me to laugh and cry.

[wispfox.livejournal.com]

I did kinda hope the tear licking would make you laugh, in addition to reducing the amount of liquid on my cheek. :)

[jasra]

Yes, it was quite effective. :)

[catya.livejournal.com]

*hugs* thinking of you.

[wispfox.livejournal.com]

Thanks. :)

Do you realize that I have absolutely no idea when I last saw you? Weird. But then, I've been _SO_ non-social for months. Really not terribly surprised. Esp what with my wrists constricting driving...

[kar0na.livejournal.com]

I know how it feels when everything seems go wrong at once. It sucks. ((((((((hugs))))))) Hope it gets better soon.

[jim-p.livejournal.com]

(hugs!)

[rosefox]

I was thinking earlier that this must be very hard on you right now. I hope stress is reduced and sleep comes more easily soon.

[wispfox.livejournal.com]

I am not actually sure if I got more sleep or not (takes a few days of better sleep before I stop being utterly exhausted), but I am at least doing better today than on Sunday.

[baratron.livejournal.com]

I'm very behind with livejournal, but I wanted you to know I've been thinking of you. Hope things are better now.

[wispfox.livejournal.com]

Better, yes.

Long way to go until good, I think. But thank you. :)