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[wispfox]

[Boston area] dilletante notes that someone is paying attention to what motivates professional research subjects. BRAAAAAAINS.

dglenn has a delightful mathematics and sex-related quote.


I'm doing a startlingly good job of ignoring the fact that australian_joe leaves tomorrow, since thinking about it is unlikely to be, in any way, helpful. And, well, there is time _today_.

And I'm pleased by the fact that I appear to have _finally_ gotten to a state where some final thing clicked in my head relating to the reality of him (and us). It's kinda like there was something in my head which hadn't gotten enough of... something (time in-person?), so it was still holding out. Or something. And now that isn't true anymore. More of the comfortable/right, and less of the disbelief. And I really don't know how to word this, so I stop.

I do wonder if this will a) reduce my excessive clinginess when he visits (or at least make it last for less long), and b) reduce my difficulty with time apart, and perhaps the degree to which my time apart timeout has a negative effect on things. We shall see!

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[randysmith]

I was using sex is the mathematics urge sublimated back in college. Of course, I followed it up with "And I have a very strong mathematics urge!" (which is true).

(Though I'll admit one of my friends did make me pause when she responded "Randy, I don't think you sublimate *anything*" :-})

[leiacat.livejournal.com]

You know dglenn? (Of course you do. Everyone I know knows everyone else, and I should just get used to it, already.)

Good for you on the click-thing. Time-is-limited-relationships can be stressful, and I'm glad to hear that it changed modes in your brain to a more comfortable state.