[music, also random]

It has been _way_ too long since I've been at Psinging. I missed it! And having cuddly people to cuddle while singing is always good. And much thanks to randysmith for being a ride there and back, so that I didn't have to leave stupidly early because I was too tired to drive.

I do need to remember to _ground and center_ after Psinging, though, especially if I'm stupidly high energy and so is everyone else (possibly because I was; hard to be sure). Sleeping works better when I do that.

I apparently hum to myself when I'm reading sometimes. I only mention this because I noticed myself doing it on the train on the way to work. I suspect that I harmonize with whatever sounds there are around me, although it's largely unconscious, so I have no idea. I forgot that I did this!

Sleeping has apparently decided to be my friend again. Slept reasonably three nights in a row. Good sleep. *pats it* This also means my focus is more useful (of course, I can't tell if I'm sleeping better because I got more focus back, or if it's back because I slept. Damn spirals!).

I would just like to note a pout at the fact that australian_joe's online presence is minimal due to his current workplace. Coinciding strangely with my (carefully) increased ability to send people stupid amounts of email.

I managed to earworm myself with Magic (lyrics) earlier today. Thankfully, I know it well enough to sing (clearly, since I made my youngest sister teach it to me years ago when she learned it at camp), and I have other music here at work.

Ok, enough random. Back to work.

[music, also random]

It has been _way_ too long since I've been at Psinging. I missed it! And having cuddly people to cuddle while singing is always good. And much thanks to randysmith for being a ride there and back, so that I didn't have to leave stupidly early because I was too tired to drive.

I do need to remember to _ground and center_ after Psinging, though, especially if I'm stupidly high energy and so is everyone else (possibly because I was; hard to be sure). Sleeping works better when I do that.

I apparently hum to myself when I'm reading sometimes. I only mention this because I noticed myself doing it on the train on the way to work. I suspect that I harmonize with whatever sounds there are around me, although it's largely unconscious, so I have no idea. I forgot that I did this!

Sleeping has apparently decided to be my friend again. Slept reasonably three nights in a row. Good sleep. *pats it* This also means my focus is more useful (of course, I can't tell if I'm sleeping better because I got more focus back, or if it's back because I slept. Damn spirals!).

I would just like to note a pout at the fact that australian_joe's online presence is minimal due to his current workplace. Coinciding strangely with my (carefully) increased ability to send people stupid amounts of email.

I managed to earworm myself with Magic (lyrics) earlier today. Thankfully, I know it well enough to sing (clearly, since I made my youngest sister teach it to me years ago when she learned it at camp), and I have other music here at work.

Ok, enough random. Back to work.

[today]

Today is a day that I would much rather be outside.

It's got the brisk wind which feels like autumn, and has some sun, unlike this morning. It's cool, but not cold. It makes me wish I knew how to hang glide. Or could somehow fly on my own, like a swallow, catching air currents and swooping and gliding around in the way that they do that always seems like so much fun.

Or climb a tree, which my wrists won't let me do, and there's not any climbing trees nearby anyway. But if I could climb a tree, I could be up high and feel the wind and the tree swaying in the wind and feel both protected by the tree and free.

Or go to a park and walk around a lot, and hope I don't get too lost (it's hard, having simultaneous desire to wander around lots and knowing how easily I get lost). But wandering. And park. And trees and grass and water. And wind and birds.

Or be in a hammock or a porch swing, so I can at least move with the breeze, and read or just watch everything around me.

There's just the hint of energy and power, like a far away thunderstorm. The wind is brisk enough that I could believe it, but it's too far away for me to believe it'll happen today, if at all. I _like_ thunderstorms... *wistful*

[today]

Today is a day that I would much rather be outside.

It's got the brisk wind which feels like autumn, and has some sun, unlike this morning. It's cool, but not cold. It makes me wish I knew how to hang glide. Or could somehow fly on my own, like a swallow, catching air currents and swooping and gliding around in the way that they do that always seems like so much fun.

Or climb a tree, which my wrists won't let me do, and there's not any climbing trees nearby anyway. But if I could climb a tree, I could be up high and feel the wind and the tree swaying in the wind and feel both protected by the tree and free.

Or go to a park and walk around a lot, and hope I don't get too lost (it's hard, having simultaneous desire to wander around lots and knowing how easily I get lost). But wandering. And park. And trees and grass and water. And wind and birds.

Or be in a hammock or a porch swing, so I can at least move with the breeze, and read or just watch everything around me.

There's just the hint of energy and power, like a far away thunderstorm. The wind is brisk enough that I could believe it, but it's too far away for me to believe it'll happen today, if at all. I _like_ thunderstorms... *wistful*

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I would just like to say... Bird! Bird! Bird! Bird!. And also, What would you even _do_ with a bird, if you caught it?

Finally, I reference Cat Proximity _WAY_ too much.

(the 'bird' reference because there was only a single sighting of a bird while walking a few minutes ago. Female Goldfinch, which I recognized by sound, first)

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I would just like to say... Bird! Bird! Bird! Bird!. And also, What would you even _do_ with a bird, if you caught it?

Finally, I reference Cat Proximity _WAY_ too much.

(the 'bird' reference because there was only a single sighting of a bird while walking a few minutes ago. Female Goldfinch, which I recognized by sound, first)