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Some quotes for the next few days before I pack my daily calendar at work away for our move.


"We ask ourselves, who am I to be brilliant, gorgeous, talented, and fabulous? Actually, who are you not to be? You are a child of God, your playing small doesn't serve the world. There is nothing enlightened about shrinking so that other people won't be insecure around you." -Marianne Williamson


"We carry within us the wonders we seek without us." -Sir Thomas Browne


"We are the makers of our own lives. There is no such things as fate. Our lives are the result of our previous actions, our karma, and it naturally follows that, having been ourselves the makers of our karma, we must also be able to unmake it." -Vivekananda

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Some quotes for the next few days before I pack my daily calendar at work away for our move.


"We ask ourselves, who am I to be brilliant, gorgeous, talented, and fabulous? Actually, who are you not to be? You are a child of God, your playing small doesn't serve the world. There is nothing enlightened about shrinking so that other people won't be insecure around you." -Marianne Williamson


"We carry within us the wonders we seek without us." -Sir Thomas Browne


"We are the makers of our own lives. There is no such things as fate. Our lives are the result of our previous actions, our karma, and it naturally follows that, having been ourselves the makers of our karma, we must also be able to unmake it." -Vivekananda

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I'm feeling oddly... detached today. Not so much in a bad way, but it feels a lot like every little bit of connection everyone and anyone gives me is a small gift, to be treasured and to be taken care of. Valued.

I don't think I have any controlling emotion today, either. Joy, sorrow, beauty, desire, acceptance, hope, need, fear, anger - they are all mixed up in a swirly, sparkly, deeply dark, liquid, multi-colored, multi-flavored blend. And even if I wanted to try to separate them out and figure out why they are each there (which I don't), I'm not sure I could. They feel like they need one another in order to exist, and would all fall to bits of light and dark if I tried to unravel them. And like I might go with them.

And yet, I also want to cry. But I don't know who I would be crying for. Or even if it's because of sadness.

(a small part of me, in the back of my mind, is wondering if there is another 'hi! take a break from your body, dammit!' episode coming soon. And if there is anything I can do to make the transition states less difficult)

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I'm feeling oddly... detached today. Not so much in a bad way, but it feels a lot like every little bit of connection everyone and anyone gives me is a small gift, to be treasured and to be taken care of. Valued.

I don't think I have any controlling emotion today, either. Joy, sorrow, beauty, desire, acceptance, hope, need, fear, anger - they are all mixed up in a swirly, sparkly, deeply dark, liquid, multi-colored, multi-flavored blend. And even if I wanted to try to separate them out and figure out why they are each there (which I don't), I'm not sure I could. They feel like they need one another in order to exist, and would all fall to bits of light and dark if I tried to unravel them. And like I might go with them.

And yet, I also want to cry. But I don't know who I would be crying for. Or even if it's because of sadness.

(a small part of me, in the back of my mind, is wondering if there is another 'hi! take a break from your body, dammit!' episode coming soon. And if there is anything I can do to make the transition states less difficult)

[work, amusing]

*laugh* Just noticed that the day we change offices (friday) is also a year later than my first day in this office.

[work, amusing]

*laugh* Just noticed that the day we change offices (friday) is also a year later than my first day in this office.