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[wispfox]

I'm feeling oddly... detached today. Not so much in a bad way, but it feels a lot like every little bit of connection everyone and anyone gives me is a small gift, to be treasured and to be taken care of. Valued.

I don't think I have any controlling emotion today, either. Joy, sorrow, beauty, desire, acceptance, hope, need, fear, anger - they are all mixed up in a swirly, sparkly, deeply dark, liquid, multi-colored, multi-flavored blend. And even if I wanted to try to separate them out and figure out why they are each there (which I don't), I'm not sure I could. They feel like they need one another in order to exist, and would all fall to bits of light and dark if I tried to unravel them. And like I might go with them.

And yet, I also want to cry. But I don't know who I would be crying for. Or even if it's because of sadness.

(a small part of me, in the back of my mind, is wondering if there is another 'hi! take a break from your body, dammit!' episode coming soon. And if there is anything I can do to make the transition states less difficult)

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[ladytabitha.livejournal.com]

The first thing I saw when image.googling "sparkly":

[wispfox.livejournal.com]

Preeeeeeety...

*stares at the sparkly for a while*

[ladytabitha.livejournal.com]

The text was, I think, "thirsty sparkle thing".

[wispfox.livejournal.com]

That works, 'cause I'm _so_ thirsty today!

*drinks insane amounts of water*

[bridgetester.livejournal.com]

http://trashion.tripod.com/wallpapers/

[wispfox.livejournal.com]

Also. I'm tired. This may contribute to my current mental state.

Polarscope

[bridgetester.livejournal.com]

How to Make (http://www.scitoys.com/scitoys/scitoys/light/polariscope.html)