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*passes out*

Fireworks at 10:30 last night and a jackhammer at 8 this morning does _not_ a good night's sleep make.

I hate that I fall asleep and stay asleep with so much difficulty.

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*passes out*

Fireworks at 10:30 last night and a jackhammer at 8 this morning does _not_ a good night's sleep make.

I hate that I fall asleep and stay asleep with so much difficulty.

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"I think it's all in how you look at it. Nothing stays the same, but that doesn't mean that good things don't last. It just means they change. That's true of good and bad. Losing one thing just means that something else takes its place... I think it's just what we choose that makes the change good or bad." -starandrea, First Blood

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"I think it's all in how you look at it. Nothing stays the same, but that doesn't mean that good things don't last. It just means they change. That's true of good and bad. Losing one thing just means that something else takes its place... I think it's just what we choose that makes the change good or bad." -starandrea, First Blood

Shielding

Yeah, I'm not using my energy work filter again. Don't read if you don't want to!

( shielding musings )

Shielding

Yeah, I'm not using my energy work filter again. Don't read if you don't want to!

( shielding musings )

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Along the lines of the previous post...

I wonder how much of my earlier (~2 years ago or earlier) lack of thinking to shield against other people in order to keep a better hold on myself was because too much of me was made up of other people, so shielding against them was too frightening. If one doesn't know one's self very well, only having one's self to deal with can be scary.

Interesting thought, true or not.

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Along the lines of the previous post...

I wonder how much of my earlier (~2 years ago or earlier) lack of thinking to shield against other people in order to keep a better hold on myself was because too much of me was made up of other people, so shielding against them was too frightening. If one doesn't know one's self very well, only having one's self to deal with can be scary.

Interesting thought, true or not.

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/me develops great hatred for testing of kerberos, as it kinda requires me to have a vague understanding of it, so I can create and test a server.

*bites things*

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/me develops great hatred for testing of kerberos, as it kinda requires me to have a vague understanding of it, so I can create and test a server.

*bites things*

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Why is it that, the closer I get timing-wise to the possibility of something, the more impatient I get?!

Good _gods_, I am impatient. And terrified of the possibility of it _not_ happening, at least in time for me to have not already given up.

*grabs her impatient and irritable and fearful self by the scruf of the neck and gives it a good shake* (that works for a little while, in case anyone was wondering. ;)


On the really, really amusing front, I finally started reading Good Omens, by Neil Gaiman and Terry Pratchett, which was suggested to me by shadesong and yendi while I was visiting them. I was so entertained while reading, from the very beginning, that I was laughing aloud in the laundromat, and reading bits and pieces to aelisdeliria.

*goes back to reading, and laughing*

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Why is it that, the closer I get timing-wise to the possibility of something, the more impatient I get?!

Good _gods_, I am impatient. And terrified of the possibility of it _not_ happening, at least in time for me to have not already given up.

*grabs her impatient and irritable and fearful self by the scruf of the neck and gives it a good shake* (that works for a little while, in case anyone was wondering. ;)


On the really, really amusing front, I finally started reading Good Omens, by Neil Gaiman and Terry Pratchett, which was suggested to me by shadesong and yendi while I was visiting them. I was so entertained while reading, from the very beginning, that I was laughing aloud in the laundromat, and reading bits and pieces to aelisdeliria.

*goes back to reading, and laughing*