Apr. 15th, 2003

wispfox: (ironic)
Just stumbled upon the LJ account of my ex.

a) absolute shock that he *has* an LJ account. The degree of this shock is amazing, really. Somehow, not something I expected him to have...

*laugh* Of course, it's also not something I expected *I* would have, so I suppose I can't really say much. ;)

b) Reading it made me smile a lot. This fact made me happy. So I've added him as a friend. Not that he posts very often. Or, as I suppose I should say, not that he posts often that random un-friended people can read.

c) I was strongly reminded that I miss his friendship.

I recently invited him, along with bunches of other people, to a day of geekery that a friend suggested. The 'him' invite is because it's been the first thing I've done, since I realized that my memories don't hurt anymore, that I thought he'd be interested in. I hope that he does end up going, and that things are ok between us.

There've been things he's invited me to, but always either things I'm not interested in, or things I couldn't make. And I've seen him twice since I helped clean the old apartment last September (or was it late August?). But both times were brief and in passing. So, effectively, I've not seen him in 7 months.

More musings, but they belong in a separate post. So this one is done. :)
wispfox: (ironic)
Just stumbled upon the LJ account of my ex.

a) absolute shock that he *has* an LJ account. The degree of this shock is amazing, really. Somehow, not something I expected him to have...

*laugh* Of course, it's also not something I expected *I* would have, so I suppose I can't really say much. ;)

b) Reading it made me smile a lot. This fact made me happy. So I've added him as a friend. Not that he posts very often. Or, as I suppose I should say, not that he posts often that random un-friended people can read.

c) I was strongly reminded that I miss his friendship.

I recently invited him, along with bunches of other people, to a day of geekery that a friend suggested. The 'him' invite is because it's been the first thing I've done, since I realized that my memories don't hurt anymore, that I thought he'd be interested in. I hope that he does end up going, and that things are ok between us.

There've been things he's invited me to, but always either things I'm not interested in, or things I couldn't make. And I've seen him twice since I helped clean the old apartment last September (or was it late August?). But both times were brief and in passing. So, effectively, I've not seen him in 7 months.

More musings, but they belong in a separate post. So this one is done. :)
wispfox: (Default)
Yep. I'm babbly.

One more thought for the immediate future. I've decided that I need to stop being so apologetic about things. I don't always notice it, but when I *do* notice, it annoys me that I'm *so* cautious.

Apologetic-ness explaination )
wispfox: (Default)
Yep. I'm babbly.

One more thought for the immediate future. I've decided that I need to stop being so apologetic about things. I don't always notice it, but when I *do* notice, it annoys me that I'm *so* cautious.

Apologetic-ness explaination )
wispfox: (Default)
Recent email conversation made me think of the randomness with which I can sometimes be very *very* not shy.

More on this )
wispfox: (Default)
Recent email conversation made me think of the randomness with which I can sometimes be very *very* not shy.

More on this )

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