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It's Tuesday. My wrists hurt. I'm doing a really crappy job of staying off the computer on weekends lately. I suspect it's partly about being _bored_ with things what are off the computer, plus the fact that my winter depression is happening, and everything I usually do to ignore it and the corresponding restlessness I largely can't do (play computer games, mostly, but also read lots).
I have a final exam and the rest of a research proposal to write this week.
And it's Tuesday, and my wrists hurt.
And next week is going to be crazy busy for work (at last it's after the exam and proposal are likely to be finished and turned in).
I can't wait until the enforced week off (Xmas to New Years), because I intend to stay offline even if it kills me. I'm also scared of the enforced week off, for the same reason. I am going to be bored silly, and it's _SO_ much harder to stay offline when I'm bored and restless. I need to find people to hang out with during that more than a week time.
I still don't know for sure about March and April.
I don't think I'm improving anymore, due to aforementioned difficulty with staying off the computer on weekends, and due to irritation/frustration with having to take constant breaks while on the computer. I think my wrists are getting worse again.
I have a final exam and the rest of a research proposal to write this week.
And it's Tuesday, and my wrists hurt.
And next week is going to be crazy busy for work (at last it's after the exam and proposal are likely to be finished and turned in).
I can't wait until the enforced week off (Xmas to New Years), because I intend to stay offline even if it kills me. I'm also scared of the enforced week off, for the same reason. I am going to be bored silly, and it's _SO_ much harder to stay offline when I'm bored and restless. I need to find people to hang out with during that more than a week time.
I still don't know for sure about March and April.
I don't think I'm improving anymore, due to aforementioned difficulty with staying off the computer on weekends, and due to irritation/frustration with having to take constant breaks while on the computer. I think my wrists are getting worse again.