wispfox

We're getting there. With care, I can do my excercises plus some small amounts of weight without causing myself to be worse. And typing is not causing issues (clicking is a cautiously ok thing, if minimal. I mostly use the trackpad thing, but for some things, the trackball buttons are _MUCH_ easier - mostly, copying/pasting), at least not as of yet. But then, I'm being reasonably cautious about that, too. And yes, I'm still on stupid amounts of anti-inflams.

Driving ~25 minutes yesterday was ok, but I'm glad I didn't drive myself home again.

And... as long as I don't keep thinking that because my emotional state is _currently_ ok that I therefore have my cope all back, that's also doing reasonably. Slowly. But I'm not anymore constantly on point of crying for no apparent reason. I'm utterly certain that I'm still ridiculously emotionally fragile, but it's still _better_. Better is good.

Having been sick/low-grade feverish all weekend and not having _known_ it can _not_ have helped anything. Well, except that it _forced_ me to get lots of sleep. Lots of sleep. Seriously. Couldn't work Tuesday because I could _NOT_ stay awake. Also? I hate fever dreams. They tend strongly toward nightmares, or at least being very unsettling. Possibly dependant on emotional state, though, because I seem to recall that I've been known to be highly entertained by fever dreams in the past. It'd be highly annoying if my damn _dreams_ while feverish were contributing to my emotional fragility, since usually sleep _helps_. Meh.