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Weird getting what ought to have been enough sleep - even including the constant, and often intensely frustrating, dreaming and restlessness (and I took melatonin, no less!) - would mean I'd _not_ be tired today. This is, however, not the case. Mostly feeling dazed.

The Invisible Killer from hitherby_feed.

Today it really _is_ 4 weeks!

Random self-quote of the day 'I wake up via regularity', in response to my more or less complete incoherence upon arriving at work most mornings.

Indigo Girls' "Ghost" is in my head, most specifically:
"and i feel it like a sickness, how this love is killing me
i'd walk into the fingers of your fire willingly, and dance the edge of sanity, i've never been this close.
i'm in love with your ghost
unknowing captor, you never know how much you pierce my spirit, but i can't touch you
can you hear it, a cry to be free?"

Perhaps because that song _is_, although not quite that obsessively, how I feel about the people I've lost. Don't know.

Sleepy. But laundry is done!