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Jun. 24th, 2004 11:02 amToday's calendar quote:
"Our primary relationship is really with ourselves... Our relationships with other people constantly reflect exactly where we are in the process." -Shakti Gawain
And, in a 'huh' kind of way, I was somewhat surprised to note that I have a fairly strong twinge at the word 'life-long'. And, in investigating my brain, that seems to apply to _everything_. I apparently don't expect anything to be life-long, ever. Me wonders if that has something to do with how much I expect to continue changing, based on past experience, and perhaps with a certain amount of distrust of other people sticking around.
Weird. And interesting. I shall have to keep a mental eye on that reaction, to see how/if it changes.
*simultaneously bouncy and tired today*
"Our primary relationship is really with ourselves... Our relationships with other people constantly reflect exactly where we are in the process." -Shakti Gawain
And, in a 'huh' kind of way, I was somewhat surprised to note that I have a fairly strong twinge at the word 'life-long'. And, in investigating my brain, that seems to apply to _everything_. I apparently don't expect anything to be life-long, ever. Me wonders if that has something to do with how much I expect to continue changing, based on past experience, and perhaps with a certain amount of distrust of other people sticking around.
Weird. And interesting. I shall have to keep a mental eye on that reaction, to see how/if it changes.
*simultaneously bouncy and tired today*
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Date: 2004-06-24 05:50 pm (UTC)Yes. And I understand/follow this. But I'm curious about/somewhat surprised by/fascinated by my reaction to the word 'lifelong'. So I investigate my brain about it. :)
Bouncy & tired - I almost feel sorry for the tiredness. Almost.
*laugh* I don't even get to 'almost', personally!
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Date: 2004-06-24 09:00 pm (UTC)*laugh* I don't even get to 'almost', personally!
[adoration]
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Date: 2004-06-28 08:45 pm (UTC)Good! Because I keep doing it at you! :)