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Jun. 18th, 2004 08:17 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
wispfoxJust finished Silverlock, by John Myers Myers, to my great delight. And to my further delight, there's a fair amount of things I haven't read that were referenced and I therefore get to eventually read!
Tasty book, yes. I officially approve of![[livejournal.com profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/external/lj-userinfo.gif)
yendi's and shadesong's taste in reading materials. Oh, yes. Now, I must see if either of them have reading suggestion lists somewhere...
'Tis the weekend. Thankfully, because this past week was quite draining at work! So, I rest, help someone move, and do laundry, and then I have anaustralian_joe for two weeks, starting Monday afternoon. *pleased*
Can _not_ wait for my massage this month, because it's a bit late as my massage therapist was not going to be in town this past week. So I hurt. Owy! Next Thursday, though. Oh, yes.
I appear to have decided to consciously let a bond fade, since it was pretty much doing so anyway, and if I do in fact end up having to sever it, it'll be an awful lot easier to do if it's not full strength (_easier_ - by no means do I pretend that it'll be _easy_). It's also much easier on me to not be fighting the fading when I don't have anything to fight it _with_. And a faded bond is reasonably simple to restore.
Want to do something, but have no particular sense of what. I hate it when I am in that kind of mental state. Maybe I'll play with the harp. It's been a while since I did that, and that tends to be good for that kind of mental itchiness.
Huh! There's no song in my head. I wonder if that's always the case when my head is feeling itchy like this?
Tasty book, yes. I officially approve of
yendi's and shadesong's taste in reading materials. Oh, yes. Now, I must see if either of them have reading suggestion lists somewhere...'Tis the weekend. Thankfully, because this past week was quite draining at work! So, I rest, help someone move, and do laundry, and then I have an
australian_joe for two weeks, starting Monday afternoon. *pleased*Can _not_ wait for my massage this month, because it's a bit late as my massage therapist was not going to be in town this past week. So I hurt. Owy! Next Thursday, though. Oh, yes.
I appear to have decided to consciously let a bond fade, since it was pretty much doing so anyway, and if I do in fact end up having to sever it, it'll be an awful lot easier to do if it's not full strength (_easier_ - by no means do I pretend that it'll be _easy_). It's also much easier on me to not be fighting the fading when I don't have anything to fight it _with_. And a faded bond is reasonably simple to restore.
Want to do something, but have no particular sense of what. I hate it when I am in that kind of mental state. Maybe I'll play with the harp. It's been a while since I did that, and that tends to be good for that kind of mental itchiness.
Huh! There's no song in my head. I wonder if that's always the case when my head is feeling itchy like this?
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Date: 2004-06-20 03:01 am (UTC)But it's not that I stop caring. It's that I can't hold to something with nothing there to hold onto.
And... it's possible to form new connections. Different connections. Or so I firmly believe; I'm not sure I've ever had to find that out.
But, yes. That is certainly one of my fears. Oh, yes.