[travel.home]

I am home; I am attempting to at least do a little work today, even though I'm tired from travel (why does a short one hour flight seem to be more painful than coast to coast? Perhaps because I was having difficult _all_ _day_ yesterday with the fact that I should have been home...).

I have _no_ idea if I'm catching up on LJ. Anything y'all want me to see, point at it here or through email.

Was a good con, overall. Being somewhat anti-social (probably not obvious to anyone who doesn't know me well) and frequently over-peopleed did make it not as good as it could have been. Got to meet lots of people, both ones I knew online beforehand and not. And got to see people - some of whom I remembered meeting before, and some of whom I recognized - again.

[travel.home]

I am home; I am attempting to at least do a little work today, even though I'm tired from travel (why does a short one hour flight seem to be more painful than coast to coast? Perhaps because I was having difficult _all_ _day_ yesterday with the fact that I should have been home...).

I have _no_ idea if I'm catching up on LJ. Anything y'all want me to see, point at it here or through email.

Was a good con, overall. Being somewhat anti-social (probably not obvious to anyone who doesn't know me well) and frequently over-peopleed did make it not as good as it could have been. Got to meet lots of people, both ones I knew online beforehand and not. And got to see people - some of whom I remembered meeting before, and some of whom I recognized - again.

[mostly note to self]

This is mostly a note to myself, as I appear to continue to be poor at noticing these kinds of things.

If I'm intensely grumpy, and it feels out of place, I _really_ need to do an internal check to see if I'm in a seriously overstim'd state.

Currently, combination of lack of light box (which I have used since I got home) for 4 or 5 days which were also intensely social, the fact that the weather thoroughly screwed up my schedule, and an unexpected conversation with someone who is often high energy-requiring for me (esp over the phone, which this was) appears to have put me into an _INTENSELY_ grumpy state. And, as I noticed a couple of seconds ago, _INTENSELY_ over-stimulated (shakey, skin-crawly kind of thing). Not that there was much I could have done even if I'd noticed earlier, since today was almost entirely taken up by travel.

Icky. At least now I know _WHY_ I'm so damn snappy/grumpy. And now I can go hide or something for a little while.

[mostly note to self]

This is mostly a note to myself, as I appear to continue to be poor at noticing these kinds of things.

If I'm intensely grumpy, and it feels out of place, I _really_ need to do an internal check to see if I'm in a seriously overstim'd state.

Currently, combination of lack of light box (which I have used since I got home) for 4 or 5 days which were also intensely social, the fact that the weather thoroughly screwed up my schedule, and an unexpected conversation with someone who is often high energy-requiring for me (esp over the phone, which this was) appears to have put me into an _INTENSELY_ grumpy state. And, as I noticed a couple of seconds ago, _INTENSELY_ over-stimulated (shakey, skin-crawly kind of thing). Not that there was much I could have done even if I'd noticed earlier, since today was almost entirely taken up by travel.

Icky. At least now I know _WHY_ I'm so damn snappy/grumpy. And now I can go hide or something for a little while.