Colds are strange

It's really confusing to not know if I'm hungry because all my normal hunger signals are being overridden by my cold.

Normally, if I'm hungry, I start to get a hunger headache. But I already _have_ a headache, from this cold. As well, I'll start having small amounts of digestive liquids in my throat. But my throat is sore, so I can't tell.

My stomach grumbling is the _last_ signal I get, and usually because I'm starving, and not just hungry. So I've decided to just eat breakfast because I should, and not because I know that I'm hungry. Really odd...

It's also really annoying to feel mostly fine (except for a headache) because of all my cold-fighting pills, and then _forget to take more_ because I feel mostly fine. Made for a difficult time waking up this morning.

Stupid colds.

No share tonight for me - don't want to get everyone else sick, and sleep is needed. Ought to be able to do my many plans for tomorrow, though!

Colds are strange

It's really confusing to not know if I'm hungry because all my normal hunger signals are being overridden by my cold.

Normally, if I'm hungry, I start to get a hunger headache. But I already _have_ a headache, from this cold. As well, I'll start having small amounts of digestive liquids in my throat. But my throat is sore, so I can't tell.

My stomach grumbling is the _last_ signal I get, and usually because I'm starving, and not just hungry. So I've decided to just eat breakfast because I should, and not because I know that I'm hungry. Really odd...

It's also really annoying to feel mostly fine (except for a headache) because of all my cold-fighting pills, and then _forget to take more_ because I feel mostly fine. Made for a difficult time waking up this morning.

Stupid colds.

No share tonight for me - don't want to get everyone else sick, and sleep is needed. Ought to be able to do my many plans for tomorrow, though!

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Go read today's Queen of Wands!

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Go read today's Queen of Wands!

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Mmm. Thin mints.


Also! Interesting conversation on jealousy/envy made my brain go all thinky, so I'm going to attempt to paraphrase my thoughts on the topic.

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Mmm. Thin mints.


Also! Interesting conversation on jealousy/envy made my brain go all thinky, so I'm going to attempt to paraphrase my thoughts on the topic.

( paraphrase! )

tiny musings

I had forgotten, if I ever knew, how delightful small, portable sources of music with headphones are. On the way home, I purchased a walkman-like contraption, except for CDs and not audio tapes. I have since been listening to music with it, effectively ignoring the fact that there is anyone else here.

It's been very nice. Almost like having the place to myself for the night.

For an air sign, I have a heck of an thing for fire. There's currently... 9 burning things (1 oil lamp, 8 candles) burning on my coffee table in my living room, in front of me. Mmm. Fire.

Burning white sage has strong associations for me, as I noticed eariler while smudging my apartment.

First, and primarily, Robin, with whom I had the shortest, and most intense, relationship I've ever been in. Probably also the first person I had a deep bond with, simply based on how much I still miss her. She's the first person I mentioned in my shy or not shy post.

Every so often, I wish I knew how to track her down. But I don't even know her last name, and am not sure I ever did. And the store to which I had gone to talk to her friend in order to track her down is no longer around, and I can't track down the friend, either. Oh well. It'd be nice to at least know she's ok...

Second would be associations with Jessie, my longest-term friend, and smudging my apartment when I moved in here a year and a half ago. I saw her last at the Flea last month, much too briefly. I should visit her again, soon.

tiny musings

I had forgotten, if I ever knew, how delightful small, portable sources of music with headphones are. On the way home, I purchased a walkman-like contraption, except for CDs and not audio tapes. I have since been listening to music with it, effectively ignoring the fact that there is anyone else here.

It's been very nice. Almost like having the place to myself for the night.

For an air sign, I have a heck of an thing for fire. There's currently... 9 burning things (1 oil lamp, 8 candles) burning on my coffee table in my living room, in front of me. Mmm. Fire.

Burning white sage has strong associations for me, as I noticed eariler while smudging my apartment.

First, and primarily, Robin, with whom I had the shortest, and most intense, relationship I've ever been in. Probably also the first person I had a deep bond with, simply based on how much I still miss her. She's the first person I mentioned in my shy or not shy post.

Every so often, I wish I knew how to track her down. But I don't even know her last name, and am not sure I ever did. And the store to which I had gone to talk to her friend in order to track her down is no longer around, and I can't track down the friend, either. Oh well. It'd be nice to at least know she's ok...

Second would be associations with Jessie, my longest-term friend, and smudging my apartment when I moved in here a year and a half ago. I saw her last at the Flea last month, much too briefly. I should visit her again, soon.