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[wispfox]

Now I know why my mind was being so insistent about my need to process on the weekend. My life apparently has entirely too much in flux right now, and very little opportunity for things to be in a known, reasonably stable state (both in my job and socially).

I believe this because I'm in a much more stable mental state today than I have been in a while, and it feels like it's related to having had _something_ resolve, even if it was in my character's life and not my own. I don't quite know what to do with this knowledge, but it feels important.


For at least the past three or four days, every time I've thought to check what the music playing in my head was, it has been Magic, the song I have known for much of my life, and which I sang in this phone post. Another thing which feels important, but I don't know why.

My brain isn't doing a very good job with putting puzzle pieces together today...

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[moshah.livejournal.com]

What a lovely voice you have!

[majes.livejournal.com]

Finally, I spent the time to get the player working on my pc.

Ya know, I've never heard that song before; it was interesting because I read the lyrics first, and then listened to you sing them thereafter. It made for two entirely different experiences; I enjoyed both quite a bit; thank you for sharing.

it feels like it's related to having had _something_ resolve, even if it was in my character's life and not my own.

That seems like a good thing. It seems to me that when gaming goes well, it can have the same kind of touch as reading a insightful poem, or a great novel, or hearing an inspiring song. It can trigger thoughts, help push some pieces around, or otherwise effect us. Maybe, just maybe, it healed a bit of psyche for you? Here's hoping.

[wispfox.livejournal.com]

Finally, I spent the time to get the player working on my pc.

*laugh* I love accidentally getting people to get around to doing things. ;)

Also, most people have not heard that song before. It's one my younger sister learned at some camp (girl scout camp?) a long time ago, and which she taught me when she got back. It's stuck in my head since, although generally not for days (on the plus side, it seems to have decided to let other songs in my head for a while).

Welcome for sharing. I love that song, and love sharing it.

Maybe, just maybe, it healed a bit of psyche for you? Here's hoping.

Very possible. That feels right. Of course, what with stupid amounts of flux in my life, we'll see how long that effect lasts. :) (hey, at least my home life is sane, now!)

[majes.livejournal.com]

Very possible. That feels right. Of course, what with stupid amounts of flux in my life, we'll see how long that effect lasts. :) (hey, at least my home life is sane, now!)

Huzzah to a stable home life. It's important to have that safe place to which to retreat and heal. Good luck keeping the rest of the flux in check.