So this is strange...
Feb. 29th, 2004 03:18 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
wispfoxI'm simultaneously wanting people and wanting time without people. Or, maybe, time without my grumpy roommate around.
I'm jumpy and tired but not wanting sleep, and my brain itches.
Spending time earlier today outside, in a small zoo semi-nearby helped. Sorta. I felt really bad for the animals... and spent an awful lot of time doing remote reiki on them. Also, arctic foxes are adorable.
I'm thinking the trip to Sacramento and SF this coming weekend will help with the itchy. Although next time I go out that way, it needs to be for more than a weekend, I think. I'm really not going to be seeing much of the area, I don't think. :)
I'm currently sorta watching _Labarynth_; sorta in that I'm unable to pay attention to it. I really like the crazy Ecsher-esce scene with the stairs... Also, it's taken me this long to understand people's fascination with David Bowie. He is pretty.
Mmm. Having an itchy brain is generally the closest I can get to boredom, presuming that I'm not trapped somewhere.
I think I shall try going to Psinging again, although it won't be this weekend because I won't be on this side of the country. Next time. It should be interesting.
I half wonder if last night's party and seeing some people there is why I'm all itchy. I also can't decide if being steadfastedly ignored (even in _really_ close quarters) is worse or better than having more or less constant dagger glances. I suppose it's probably better, overall. It's so strange having someone apparently decide that I am the source of all evil in their life. Quite an impressive amount of belief in my ability to affect things, really. Not that I even remotely _want_ that kind of power! That'd be way too much responsibility for me.
Hmm. Maybe today is just about me missing certain people, and/or wanting to _talk_ to people. That might at least be part of it. And not having a creative outlet might be another part.
Maybe I'll go back to learning to crochet for a while.
I'm jumpy and tired but not wanting sleep, and my brain itches.
Spending time earlier today outside, in a small zoo semi-nearby helped. Sorta. I felt really bad for the animals... and spent an awful lot of time doing remote reiki on them. Also, arctic foxes are adorable.
I'm thinking the trip to Sacramento and SF this coming weekend will help with the itchy. Although next time I go out that way, it needs to be for more than a weekend, I think. I'm really not going to be seeing much of the area, I don't think. :)
I'm currently sorta watching _Labarynth_; sorta in that I'm unable to pay attention to it. I really like the crazy Ecsher-esce scene with the stairs... Also, it's taken me this long to understand people's fascination with David Bowie. He is pretty.
Mmm. Having an itchy brain is generally the closest I can get to boredom, presuming that I'm not trapped somewhere.
I think I shall try going to Psinging again, although it won't be this weekend because I won't be on this side of the country. Next time. It should be interesting.
I half wonder if last night's party and seeing some people there is why I'm all itchy. I also can't decide if being steadfastedly ignored (even in _really_ close quarters) is worse or better than having more or less constant dagger glances. I suppose it's probably better, overall. It's so strange having someone apparently decide that I am the source of all evil in their life. Quite an impressive amount of belief in my ability to affect things, really. Not that I even remotely _want_ that kind of power! That'd be way too much responsibility for me.
Hmm. Maybe today is just about me missing certain people, and/or wanting to _talk_ to people. That might at least be part of it. And not having a creative outlet might be another part.
Maybe I'll go back to learning to crochet for a while.
