wispfox

So, apparently, my dreams feel the need to remind me of exactly how much I don't want children.

For some really strange reason, not only did I have a dream in which I was pregnant (I have no idea how I knew, since in the dream I had not yet missed a period, and had not yet taken any tests for it), but apparently I was being pregnant for someone else. Surrogate mother or something? I don't know *what* I was on to do that... And for some reason, losing my job made whomever requested the child no longer want it. Grrrrrr...

On top of that, for some strange reason, I was taking care of someone's child until they came back from somewhere. On a semi-permanent basis. At which point, I was reminded of how glad I am that I am no one's children's godmother.

I wonder if I'm old enough yet that doctors would be willing to believe me when I say I don't want kids and want to be sterilized? Not that I've ever brought it up with any before, as I figured that they would not believe me...

Maybe I can sell people my eggs while I'm at it. ;)

Blah. Stupid dream... one of those not quite scary, but most certainly disconcerting things!