[surreality]

[wispfox]

Today is _so_ surreal. Significantly more healthy than I was a week ago, startlingly more healthy than yesterday.

Was having trouble convincing myself that yesterday was actually a day that happened, rather than something I dreamed. Was good that I had lots of tangible evidence of that not being the case, as well as having the only important spoken conversation that occured yesterday also having a corresponding email.

Tired awake sad happy comfy hug-wanting nap-wanting energetic joyous weird...

Surreal, yes. But I'm at work today.

I'm going to have to have a much higher awareness of whether or not the impulses I want to do are actually _possible_ today, or I might try to do impossible things.

Like flying. Under my own power. Just... ignoring gravity and floating away.

Or breathing underwater.

It was really really sunny in Andover today, such that I was really happy and thinking I'd go for a walk at lunch. But it's cloudy here, and I'm having trouble convincing myself that the sunniness in Andover was real and not part of some dream.

So weird. But good. And fun! And it feels like Spring in my head, even though it isn't.

Please make sure anything I need to know about today is in writing, because I suspect that today is going to feel like it was really a dream tomorrow when I wake up.

Comments

Re: if you don't miss

[wolfieboy.livejournal.com]

How does that work. Everytime I've missed the ground, it hasn't hurt. It's not the fall, it's the sudden stop.

[wispfox.livejournal.com]

...

If you don't miss, you hit the ground.

No?

So I'd not want to throw myself at the ground, because of the very real possibility that I would not miss!

Re: missing the ground

[wolfieboy.livejournal.com]

Uhm. Yes. I don't know how I'm leaving negation out of some of what I've been reading lately. Somehow that seems to change the meaning of the sentence some...

[wispfox.livejournal.com]

Heh. Yes, it would!