It's an impulse thing: don't display unhappiness, don't uset the balance, keep on a happy face. Childhood lessons, y'know?
After a certain point I figure it's not worth it to fight the unhappiness, so I might as well try and make others happier, in spite of it. It may not be the most healthy impulse, but it's one of the most ingrained that I have.
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Date: 2004-10-20 08:07 pm (UTC)After a certain point I figure it's not worth it to fight the unhappiness, so I might as well try and make others happier, in spite of it. It may not be the most healthy impulse, but it's one of the most ingrained that I have.