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wispfoxI. Want. Sleep.
Technically, I want to be _able_ to sleep.
Cuddling good. Still not sleeping. (feeling a bit like I'm vibrating, though. Which is a bit odd)
Finished another book tonight (finished "Winter's Tale" last night, which was _much_ cheerier than the one I finished tonight. Guess which one I'm keeping and which one I'm not? :). Obsessive, I am.
Tomorrow night, Mentoring introduction meeting thingy. Thursday night, monthly massage. Friday, Seattle (and Saturday, and Sunday, and I unintentionally scheduled my flight home to be leaving at midnight-ish on Monday morning. Oops. I guess I see if I can sleep on planes or not!).
Hungry. Again. Annoying how much more often I want food when I'm not asleep.
Also annoying how much more strongly I miss![[livejournal.com profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/external/lj-userinfo.gif)
australian_joe when I'm not sleeping, and how much more aware of my lack of a local partner I am. Not complaining about what I have, mind you! Just very aware of what I don't (yet! I'm very firmly attached to the word 'yet' in this matter!) have. Dammit.
Y'know, this week started out weird. The weird hasn't stopped yet. I wonder if I'm caught up in a cycling AWAKE! (tired) AWAKE! cycle, or something. I wonder if I should try meditating in order to perhaps get some actual restful sleep. Or stop being stubborn and try melatonin even though it's way way way too early in the season.
Meh. Meh is a very good word for my current mood. Meh!
Technically, I want to be _able_ to sleep.
Cuddling good. Still not sleeping. (feeling a bit like I'm vibrating, though. Which is a bit odd)
Finished another book tonight (finished "Winter's Tale" last night, which was _much_ cheerier than the one I finished tonight. Guess which one I'm keeping and which one I'm not? :). Obsessive, I am.
Tomorrow night, Mentoring introduction meeting thingy. Thursday night, monthly massage. Friday, Seattle (and Saturday, and Sunday, and I unintentionally scheduled my flight home to be leaving at midnight-ish on Monday morning. Oops. I guess I see if I can sleep on planes or not!).
Hungry. Again. Annoying how much more often I want food when I'm not asleep.
Also annoying how much more strongly I miss
australian_joe when I'm not sleeping, and how much more aware of my lack of a local partner I am. Not complaining about what I have, mind you! Just very aware of what I don't (yet! I'm very firmly attached to the word 'yet' in this matter!) have. Dammit.Y'know, this week started out weird. The weird hasn't stopped yet. I wonder if I'm caught up in a cycling AWAKE! (tired) AWAKE! cycle, or something. I wonder if I should try meditating in order to perhaps get some actual restful sleep. Or stop being stubborn and try melatonin even though it's way way way too early in the season.
Meh. Meh is a very good word for my current mood. Meh!
