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wispfoxWhew, what a day! Running late almost constantly probably didn't help, and neither did my watch needing a new battery.
But. Weekend!
And a couple of hours of very very crowded Psinging. Was good, but being tired made it _extremely_ difficult to parse most of what was said my pretty much everyone. I'd probably have left sooner than the early that I already plannned to leave for my phone call, had I not sat next to someone I'm sufficiently comfortable with that my difficulty with parsing didn't make me feel _completely_ isolated.
Getting time zones right is important for long distance phone calls. :)
I don't think I ever will stop being reminded of missing of certain people; I just get to a point where the level with which I can cope is enough, and ignore it most of the time. And being tired makes the ache more noticable when I am reminded of the loss. I hate loss. I really do. *sad* *ache* At least now it's tolerable, though.
Nifty people at Psinging, both expected ones and unexpected ones. Even considering excessive crowd and noise, which I don't handle well when _not_exhausted. Although I think if it weren't three weeks till the next one, I might have not gone to due being as tired as I am.
Random desire on the way home to know what it would be like to do the Ohm chant at Psinging. Probably will never happen, but... oooooh, the tasty! I did it a bit in the car on the way home to stay awake, and really wanted harmony. And other voices.
Tired. Tooth brushing and ready for bed before call, I think.
But. Weekend!
And a couple of hours of very very crowded Psinging. Was good, but being tired made it _extremely_ difficult to parse most of what was said my pretty much everyone. I'd probably have left sooner than the early that I already plannned to leave for my phone call, had I not sat next to someone I'm sufficiently comfortable with that my difficulty with parsing didn't make me feel _completely_ isolated.
Getting time zones right is important for long distance phone calls. :)
I don't think I ever will stop being reminded of missing of certain people; I just get to a point where the level with which I can cope is enough, and ignore it most of the time. And being tired makes the ache more noticable when I am reminded of the loss. I hate loss. I really do. *sad* *ache* At least now it's tolerable, though.
Nifty people at Psinging, both expected ones and unexpected ones. Even considering excessive crowd and noise, which I don't handle well when _not_exhausted. Although I think if it weren't three weeks till the next one, I might have not gone to due being as tired as I am.
Random desire on the way home to know what it would be like to do the Ohm chant at Psinging. Probably will never happen, but... oooooh, the tasty! I did it a bit in the car on the way home to stay awake, and really wanted harmony. And other voices.
Tired. Tooth brushing and ready for bed before call, I think.
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Date: 2004-08-21 03:34 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2004-08-21 09:22 pm (UTC)I tend to not miss people nearly as badly if I know there is an end to the missing (except immediately after they leave, if there is huge amounts of distance).
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