Psinginginginging!

(I _like_ extra syllables!)

It's been _WAY_ too long since I've been to Psinging. Sheesh! I missed it, I did (and I have no idea how long it's been).

And I'm not going to have time to go again for a month and a half-ish - the next time I can go will be when Joe is here (and I suspect the first Friday he'll be here is unlikely, due to a very highly social time surrounding his arrival - so probably more like two months until I'm there again).

(which, incidentally, also means Joe'll be here in about a month and a half! *squeeee*)

And! I must remember to wear touchable clothing (including fuzzy slippers!) to Psinging more often. Much petting was to be had. *glee*

And there was a ladytabitha! And I brought a aelisdeliria with me! And there was also an unexpected ratatosk! Yay! Many other nifty people, but those three were surrounding me and being cuddly. *purrs* Cuddly people gooood.

(apparently, yes, I'm back to being social again. Perhaps aided by caffiene and stamina pills, and by a _much_ less socially intense week this week. I sometimes forget exactly how high intensity J-with-no-LJ _is_)

Psinginginginging!

(I _like_ extra syllables!)

It's been _WAY_ too long since I've been to Psinging. Sheesh! I missed it, I did (and I have no idea how long it's been).

And I'm not going to have time to go again for a month and a half-ish - the next time I can go will be when Joe is here (and I suspect the first Friday he'll be here is unlikely, due to a very highly social time surrounding his arrival - so probably more like two months until I'm there again).

(which, incidentally, also means Joe'll be here in about a month and a half! *squeeee*)

And! I must remember to wear touchable clothing (including fuzzy slippers!) to Psinging more often. Much petting was to be had. *glee*

And there was a ladytabitha! And I brought a aelisdeliria with me! And there was also an unexpected ratatosk! Yay! Many other nifty people, but those three were surrounding me and being cuddly. *purrs* Cuddly people gooood.

(apparently, yes, I'm back to being social again. Perhaps aided by caffiene and stamina pills, and by a _much_ less socially intense week this week. I sometimes forget exactly how high intensity J-with-no-LJ _is_)

[link] quoting

I apparently won 'quote of the day' in starandrea's world. :)

[link] quoting

I apparently won 'quote of the day' in starandrea's world. :)

[loss] Long ago girlfriend (yep, I still hate that word...)

It's late, but my brain won't shut up. So I post, and hope it shuts up.

As many of you are already aware, I don't really stop missing people (friends, lovers, it doesn't seem to matter - it's the level of emotion that matters) whom I have loved deeply, and lost. I just think of them less often as time passes, because fewer things remind me of them. But, when reminded of these people, I tend to wander through the whole set of people who fit this description.

It's thankfully a _small_ set - which may be because I don't tend to love deeply very often, or perhaps because I don't usually love deeply and then abruptly lose the ability to contact those people ever again. (or both!) Certainly, there have been times there was space/time needed for healing/adjustment to internally-spawned relationship changes, but that's different...

Right now, I'm noticing myself thinking on a woman I last saw about 8 years ago, and last spoke to (on the phone - I still wonder if she was telling me she was going back home because she wanted me to tell her I missed her. Ah, well - lost opportunities...) somewhere between 6 and 7 years ago.

( cut for length )

[loss] Long ago girlfriend (yep, I still hate that word...)

It's late, but my brain won't shut up. So I post, and hope it shuts up.

As many of you are already aware, I don't really stop missing people (friends, lovers, it doesn't seem to matter - it's the level of emotion that matters) whom I have loved deeply, and lost. I just think of them less often as time passes, because fewer things remind me of them. But, when reminded of these people, I tend to wander through the whole set of people who fit this description.

It's thankfully a _small_ set - which may be because I don't tend to love deeply very often, or perhaps because I don't usually love deeply and then abruptly lose the ability to contact those people ever again. (or both!) Certainly, there have been times there was space/time needed for healing/adjustment to internally-spawned relationship changes, but that's different...

Right now, I'm noticing myself thinking on a woman I last saw about 8 years ago, and last spoke to (on the phone - I still wonder if she was telling me she was going back home because she wanted me to tell her I missed her. Ah, well - lost opportunities...) somewhere between 6 and 7 years ago.

( cut for length )

[story] Meeting and tracking down, previous post-related

As requested, ( the story of how I met, and then tracked down, R )

[story] Meeting and tracking down, previous post-related

As requested, ( the story of how I met, and then tracked down, R )

[links, toys]

Much too amused by Robosapien at Think Geek.

And... this is even better than a map!

[links, toys]

Much too amused by Robosapien at Think Geek.

And... this is even better than a map!

[music] Music in my head

Has wandered from "Winter Woods" (peter mayer) to "Magic" to "When I Was a Boy" (Dar Williams) to "Suzanne" (Lenard Cohen) to "China" (Tori Amos) today. Probably others, too, but I didn't notice them. :)

Perhaps I should have music playing! (starts WUMB's streaming radio on XMMS)


Totally unrelated, there were penguins wandering around my desktop yesterday at work. They were highly distracting and I kept accidentally killing them (my movements tend to be just as abrupt using the mouse as when using larger muscle movements. You know, what with my oft interesting lack of coordination, I have no idea how I massage, ever. Then again, I only massage well if I'm not distracted, so....), so I turned them off fairly quickly.

[music] Music in my head

Has wandered from "Winter Woods" (peter mayer) to "Magic" to "When I Was a Boy" (Dar Williams) to "Suzanne" (Lenard Cohen) to "China" (Tori Amos) today. Probably others, too, but I didn't notice them. :)

Perhaps I should have music playing! (starts WUMB's streaming radio on XMMS)


Totally unrelated, there were penguins wandering around my desktop yesterday at work. They were highly distracting and I kept accidentally killing them (my movements tend to be just as abrupt using the mouse as when using larger muscle movements. You know, what with my oft interesting lack of coordination, I have no idea how I massage, ever. Then again, I only massage well if I'm not distracted, so....), so I turned them off fairly quickly.