[random]

I have chai that I brewed and just finished drinking. I feel a little less like death warmed over.

I still hate people. Was _really_ snappy at co-workers yesterday, and yet they still kept trying to talk to me. What's _up_ with that? I should wear my headphones at work, even if there is no music playing in them. And not going to go to lunch with anyone today.

My lungs are slowly getting better, but I still wake up coughing.

Lunch tomorrow with former co-worker who I've not seen in... somewhere between 2 and 3 years. Sometimes the ways in which I reconnect with people fascinates me. *waves to said former co-worker*

My head hurts. I think I need to force myself to get to sleep early tonight, even if all I do is lie there and enjoy the comfy warmth.

Must. Stop. Buying. Non-food. Stuff! (because it makes it more difficult to pay off my loans quickly, if nothing else)

( random testy things )

[random]

I have chai that I brewed and just finished drinking. I feel a little less like death warmed over.

I still hate people. Was _really_ snappy at co-workers yesterday, and yet they still kept trying to talk to me. What's _up_ with that? I should wear my headphones at work, even if there is no music playing in them. And not going to go to lunch with anyone today.

My lungs are slowly getting better, but I still wake up coughing.

Lunch tomorrow with former co-worker who I've not seen in... somewhere between 2 and 3 years. Sometimes the ways in which I reconnect with people fascinates me. *waves to said former co-worker*

My head hurts. I think I need to force myself to get to sleep early tonight, even if all I do is lie there and enjoy the comfy warmth.

Must. Stop. Buying. Non-food. Stuff! (because it makes it more difficult to pay off my loans quickly, if nothing else)

( random testy things )

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The joy! The pain!

Oh, how I love the anthropomor_fic community!

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The joy! The pain!

Oh, how I love the anthropomor_fic community!

[still random]

I want snow. Partly because I feel like if it's gonna be winter light-level-wise, it might as well snow and make it brighter _that_ way. Partly because snow is less icky than the rain we had Sunday. Partly because it'll make me feel less weird about being seasonally cranky if it actually _looked_ like winter!

I hate the fact that my dreams are eating up all my interpersonal energy.

I want to turn off my brain, really, really badly.

This tea was recommended to shadesong. I'm very amused that I'm drinking it _right now_.

I want to go to Psinging on Friday because it's been a while and I miss it, but I don't know if I'll have the social energy for it. If my dreams don't stop stealing it all, I sure as hell won't!

I have soup. Sorta. It's really more like thai ramen, really. I should actually eat it, now that it's probably cool enough to do so.

Read the Tenth Insight last night. (it's the book after the Celestine Prophecy) I always forget how much such things calm my mind down. I should re-read some Richard Bach.

I want an electric blanket.

And I still want that biofeedback game. I like having external reinforcement when doing things which are mostly internal.

I like people who are both rational and mystical. Very, very much.

[still random]

I want snow. Partly because I feel like if it's gonna be winter light-level-wise, it might as well snow and make it brighter _that_ way. Partly because snow is less icky than the rain we had Sunday. Partly because it'll make me feel less weird about being seasonally cranky if it actually _looked_ like winter!

I hate the fact that my dreams are eating up all my interpersonal energy.

I want to turn off my brain, really, really badly.

This tea was recommended to shadesong. I'm very amused that I'm drinking it _right now_.

I want to go to Psinging on Friday because it's been a while and I miss it, but I don't know if I'll have the social energy for it. If my dreams don't stop stealing it all, I sure as hell won't!

I have soup. Sorta. It's really more like thai ramen, really. I should actually eat it, now that it's probably cool enough to do so.

Read the Tenth Insight last night. (it's the book after the Celestine Prophecy) I always forget how much such things calm my mind down. I should re-read some Richard Bach.

I want an electric blanket.

And I still want that biofeedback game. I like having external reinforcement when doing things which are mostly internal.

I like people who are both rational and mystical. Very, very much.

[poll] Dreams

I felt compelled to ask. :)

[Poll #394417]

[poll] Dreams

I felt compelled to ask. :)

[Poll #394417]

[lyrics]

Feeling like posting some lyric snippest that regularly please me...

"[...] his words have no wings" -Dar Williams, "Mark Rothko Song"

"[...] did you miss me while you were looking for yourself out there?" -Train, "Drops of Jupiter"

"[...] the sun poured in like butterscotch and stuck to all my senses", -Joni Mitchell, "Chelsea Morning"


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And, either now is a good time to have weird dreams, or I forgot to give an option for the possibility that one's dreams are no different than normal and y'all _normally_ have weird dreams. :) (or, well, both)

[lyrics]

Feeling like posting some lyric snippest that regularly please me...

"[...] his words have no wings" -Dar Williams, "Mark Rothko Song"

"[...] did you miss me while you were looking for yourself out there?" -Train, "Drops of Jupiter"

"[...] the sun poured in like butterscotch and stuck to all my senses", -Joni Mitchell, "Chelsea Morning"


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And, either now is a good time to have weird dreams, or I forgot to give an option for the possibility that one's dreams are no different than normal and y'all _normally_ have weird dreams. :) (or, well, both)