[surreality]

Today is _so_ surreal. Significantly more healthy than I was a week ago, startlingly more healthy than yesterday.

Was having trouble convincing myself that yesterday was actually a day that happened, rather than something I dreamed. Was good that I had lots of tangible evidence of that not being the case, as well as having the only important spoken conversation that occured yesterday also having a corresponding email.

Tired awake sad happy comfy hug-wanting nap-wanting energetic joyous weird...

Surreal, yes. But I'm at work today.

I'm going to have to have a much higher awareness of whether or not the impulses I want to do are actually _possible_ today, or I might try to do impossible things.

Like flying. Under my own power. Just... ignoring gravity and floating away.

Or breathing underwater.

It was really really sunny in Andover today, such that I was really happy and thinking I'd go for a walk at lunch. But it's cloudy here, and I'm having trouble convincing myself that the sunniness in Andover was real and not part of some dream.

So weird. But good. And fun! And it feels like Spring in my head, even though it isn't.

Please make sure anything I need to know about today is in writing, because I suspect that today is going to feel like it was really a dream tomorrow when I wake up.

[surreality]

Today is _so_ surreal. Significantly more healthy than I was a week ago, startlingly more healthy than yesterday.

Was having trouble convincing myself that yesterday was actually a day that happened, rather than something I dreamed. Was good that I had lots of tangible evidence of that not being the case, as well as having the only important spoken conversation that occured yesterday also having a corresponding email.

Tired awake sad happy comfy hug-wanting nap-wanting energetic joyous weird...

Surreal, yes. But I'm at work today.

I'm going to have to have a much higher awareness of whether or not the impulses I want to do are actually _possible_ today, or I might try to do impossible things.

Like flying. Under my own power. Just... ignoring gravity and floating away.

Or breathing underwater.

It was really really sunny in Andover today, such that I was really happy and thinking I'd go for a walk at lunch. But it's cloudy here, and I'm having trouble convincing myself that the sunniness in Andover was real and not part of some dream.

So weird. But good. And fun! And it feels like Spring in my head, even though it isn't.

Please make sure anything I need to know about today is in writing, because I suspect that today is going to feel like it was really a dream tomorrow when I wake up.

[sweater.alpaca]

I am immensely fond of the alpaca sweater I'm currently wearing, even if it does still have the itchy aspect I associate with all animal fur clothing.

Warm and soft and snuggly, yes.

And it has a very mild scent which apparently reminds me of my aunt on my mother's side of the family. But from a while ago, when I was a kid.

I wonder if I can manage to find _non_ itchy alpaca sweathers? My alpaca bunny isn't itchy... (but has sharp pointy teeth, courtesy of aelisdeliria.

[sweater.alpaca]

I am immensely fond of the alpaca sweater I'm currently wearing, even if it does still have the itchy aspect I associate with all animal fur clothing.

Warm and soft and snuggly, yes.

And it has a very mild scent which apparently reminds me of my aunt on my mother's side of the family. But from a while ago, when I was a kid.

I wonder if I can manage to find _non_ itchy alpaca sweathers? My alpaca bunny isn't itchy... (but has sharp pointy teeth, courtesy of aelisdeliria.

[context-free, silly]

"I just realized that my brain was about to fall into your cube. I should do something about that!" -most frequently quoted co-worker (by virtue of sitting near me, mostly)

Context? What context?

[context-free, silly]

"I just realized that my brain was about to fall into your cube. I should do something about that!" -most frequently quoted co-worker (by virtue of sitting near me, mostly)

Context? What context?