So this is strange...

[wispfox]

I'm simultaneously wanting people and wanting time without people. Or, maybe, time without my grumpy roommate around.

I'm jumpy and tired but not wanting sleep, and my brain itches.

Spending time earlier today outside, in a small zoo semi-nearby helped. Sorta. I felt really bad for the animals... and spent an awful lot of time doing remote reiki on them. Also, arctic foxes are adorable.

I'm thinking the trip to Sacramento and SF this coming weekend will help with the itchy. Although next time I go out that way, it needs to be for more than a weekend, I think. I'm really not going to be seeing much of the area, I don't think. :)

I'm currently sorta watching _Labarynth_; sorta in that I'm unable to pay attention to it. I really like the crazy Ecsher-esce scene with the stairs... Also, it's taken me this long to understand people's fascination with David Bowie. He is pretty.

Mmm. Having an itchy brain is generally the closest I can get to boredom, presuming that I'm not trapped somewhere.

I think I shall try going to Psinging again, although it won't be this weekend because I won't be on this side of the country. Next time. It should be interesting.

I half wonder if last night's party and seeing some people there is why I'm all itchy. I also can't decide if being steadfastedly ignored (even in _really_ close quarters) is worse or better than having more or less constant dagger glances. I suppose it's probably better, overall. It's so strange having someone apparently decide that I am the source of all evil in their life. Quite an impressive amount of belief in my ability to affect things, really. Not that I even remotely _want_ that kind of power! That'd be way too much responsibility for me.

Hmm. Maybe today is just about me missing certain people, and/or wanting to _talk_ to people. That might at least be part of it. And not having a creative outlet might be another part.

Maybe I'll go back to learning to crochet for a while.

Comments

[regyt.livejournal.com]

The best thing about David Bowie in Labyrinth is that you can tell he's stuffing more and more socks into the front of his pants as the movie progresses.

[wispfox.livejournal.com]

Yes! Because the socks are important to the plot! Or something. :)

[harlequinaide.livejournal.com]

I think I shall try going to Psinging again, although it won't be this weekend because I won't be on this side of the country. Next time. It should be interesting.

This is something I'd like to do, again, too.

[wispfox.livejournal.com]

I don't think you'll be back in the States yet, but the next one I'll be able to go to is the 19th.

If you're back, you wanna go?

[harlequinaide.livejournal.com]

I won't be, but maybe one after that?

[wispfox.livejournal.com]

April 2nd, then?

[harlequinaide.livejournal.com]

Sounds good to me. :-)

[wispfox.livejournal.com]

Noted. I may need a reminder.

And your journal entries about Australia are making me want to go even _more_ than I already did!

[harlequinaide.livejournal.com]

Yay! It's really cool. Wait until I start the New Zealand entries. . .

[carocrow.livejournal.com]

I want to learn how to crochet. Are you teaching yourself? I used to be able to do simple things, like a granny square, but I've forgotten how.

[wispfox.livejournal.com]

I am! I'm using a book called _I Can't Believe I'm Crocheting!_. :)

[carocrow.livejournal.com]

That makes me giggle... and while you're crocheting, do you have muffins with 'I Can't Believe It's Not Butter'?

[wispfox.livejournal.com]

Made me giggle, too, actually. But no fake buttery muffins. :)

[carocrow.livejournal.com]

Where did you get such a gnarly book?

[wispfox.livejournal.com]

Mmm. I don't recall, actually. Probably Jo Ann's Fabrics or Michaels' Crafts. Not sure.

[majes.livejournal.com]

It's so strange having someone apparently decide that I am the source of all evil in their life. Quite an impressive amount of belief in my ability to affect things, really. Not that I even remotely _want_ that kind of power! That'd be way too much responsibility for me.

Just let these folks know that I am actually the source of all evil. That will help to clear things up. >:-)

Sorry to hear about your itchy interactions with what sounds like x-friends. Bleck. I'd send some good energy your way, but as you can see from my previous statement, that's not my thing. I'll give dannarra a call though, and ask her to send some your way. She's quite capable in that ability.

[wispfox.livejournal.com]

Sorry to hear about your itchy interactions with what sounds like x-friends.

Well, one ex-friend who was never all that strongly a friend, and one who is in an uncertain state (currently not available for communication) because of the former person.

But, yes. Icky.

Good energy always appreciated. :)

You are the source of all evil? I doubt this...

[majes.livejournal.com]

You are the source of all evil? I doubt this...

Ya see, its that very doubt that always works in my favor....

However, I have to admit, evil has become such a popular pass time over the years for so many different folks, that its easy to see that I've sort of faded into the background as a Prime Source of All Evil. Now, most of my evilness has to do with eating red meat, having coffee at Starbucks, and leading alternate life styles. Sure, that doesn't seem so evil now... but let me tell you, back at the beginning of time, when I got my start... man, that was as evil as you could get. Especially the Starbucks part.