Random crap

[wispfox]

I ache. Physically, that is. I have no idea why. I have some suspicions, but I am not sure. I don't *like* having every muscle in my body aching. If nothing else, it makes sleep less than useful.

Possible reasons why: I forgot to do sufficient stretching and some working out type things last night. I carried a fairly heavy computer from the garage to my work place Monday, and back on Weds. It's about a 5 minute walk, but I was too lazy to bring my car over closer to work, and wanted the exercise. I didn't go to my monthly massage on Monday because of the Mayan cinco de mayo celebration I went to instead. I go next Monday, though. Probably some ache in there from not currently intensely painful kidney stone.

I'm impatient to have my kidney stone removed. Not particularly worried; most probably because they aren't creating any new holes. Yay, no cutting up of me. I'm really tired of the random mild aches below my waste, and the less frequent but *far* more painful pain when my kidney stone gets into its mind to act up.

It's weird having my body and mind *very* very aware that it's springtime, but even though I randomly get aroused (and sometimes, *very* aroused), even if there were anyone around right now with whom sex were likely, I wouldn't want to act on it. Stupid kidney stone. I'm too uncomfortable to want to do anything below my waist, no matter *how* aroused I may be. Which rather means that I can't *do* anything about it when I get really really aroused. Well, aside from enjoy being in that state. Which I often do.

I'm not going to be going to work Tuesday or Weds, because of the removal of the kidney stone requires some form of anesthetic - which means I'm not allowed to drive for 24 hours afterwords. If past experience is any indication, I'm going to be *so* stir crazy... and using dial-up is often more annoyance than it's worth. So I'm likely to not be online those days, either.

Hmm. I spoke to my sister yesterday briefly about the dance troupe show Saturday, to get a couple tickets, but because of where I was at the time, I didn't ask her how Wisconsin and the funeral went... I should probably try calling tonight. If she's around. Which she may not be, dance troupe Saturday and all...

*glances at INBOX* I have way too much mail to get caught up on. And, combining the sheer lack of time and the health insanity that is my life right now (posting right now is because I really really wanted to), I'm not going to be doing so any time soon. Annoying. I ought to send those people who aren't on LJ (most of them) a note, to let them know that I've not fallen off the earth. At least not yet.

I wonder if falling of the earth would be fun, assuming one could ignore the laws of physics long enough to do so? I'm ignoring the lack of air, as well... ;)

I'm still not sure how I feel about the possibility of my current company not surviving the year (heck - possibly not surviving the next 3 months!), due to the difficulties in getting anyone to buy anything in the tech industry right now. On one hand, I'm *tired* of the constantly insane rate at which work goes. Any break I take (which this is one of), I feel guilty about. But I know that, if I don't, I'll get really stressed and more distracted and burn out even faster. On the other hand, I am *not* confident in my ability to get a new job. I've only been out of school for a couple years now. And I don't have a huge amount of useful in-school experience. Although, the last year in school, I had an internship at the first post-graduation company I worked at. And the economy sucks.

OK. Enough worrying myself for the moment. Must go try to get lots of stuff done, since I'm out of work two days next week.