[mood] Intense frustration
Mar. 28th, 2005 05:32 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
wispfoxI appear to be frustrated with absolutely everything at the moment.
This is probably partly caused by the fact that I tend to have the most difficult time with being both extro- and introverted when I start coming out of the winter. I have the desire for being at least somewhat social that I tend to have throughout winter and just don't have enough social energy to do anything about. I have hope of actually having enough energy to be social again fairly soon, but don't have enough yet for the vast majority of people, even if they were around and nearby and not requiring me to ping them or visit them (the set of people I do have sufficient energy for is at two people right now, and neither is around, for distance or being busy reasons).
This is probably worsened by being around ~20 people at Easter dinner yesterday. And by having spent a fair amount of my social time lately around people I don't know very well (much as I _like_ meeting new people, or attempting to get to know people, it's still taxing).
And (unrelatedly) dealing with people who appear to be entirely too fond of making things _way_ more complicated than is necessary doesn't help. (simple is good! Dammit!)
I think I shall go home and take my frustrations out on computer games. And try to go to bed reasonably early so as to not get sick from being around sick family members. (in addition to anti-sickness pills)
This is probably partly caused by the fact that I tend to have the most difficult time with being both extro- and introverted when I start coming out of the winter. I have the desire for being at least somewhat social that I tend to have throughout winter and just don't have enough social energy to do anything about. I have hope of actually having enough energy to be social again fairly soon, but don't have enough yet for the vast majority of people, even if they were around and nearby and not requiring me to ping them or visit them (the set of people I do have sufficient energy for is at two people right now, and neither is around, for distance or being busy reasons).
This is probably worsened by being around ~20 people at Easter dinner yesterday. And by having spent a fair amount of my social time lately around people I don't know very well (much as I _like_ meeting new people, or attempting to get to know people, it's still taxing).
And (unrelatedly) dealing with people who appear to be entirely too fond of making things _way_ more complicated than is necessary doesn't help. (simple is good! Dammit!)
I think I shall go home and take my frustrations out on computer games. And try to go to bed reasonably early so as to not get sick from being around sick family members. (in addition to anti-sickness pills)
