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I tend to forget that the lack of a regular schedule is very hard on me. The last few Weeks have been lovely from the perspective of socialness and not being insanely busy. Unfortunately, I've started to notice depression symptoms, although not all my usual sort.

Excessive sleep and tiredness, not unusual. feeling like everything is without purpose, so why should I bother? Unusual.

I think, perhaps inaccurately, that it's due to my lack of schedule. In part, because it's too warm in my office to work on the things I could be working on, but in part because I don't really have anything to do while my second reader takes forever to get back to me.

So it's difficult to force a schedule on myself when my office is too warm, and my office at school is not comfortable, requires driving, and makes it impossible to take breaks to fiddle in the garden or something.
I think I may need to force a schedule on myself anyway, but it will be damned hard. Also, driving to school appears to mean I'm not walking enough...

I suspect I also feel like I'm not pulling my weight right now, which never helps matters.

stupid mood.