Things I do not like

Being reminded that I have restless legs, which had apparently been being masked by previous constant anti-inflams.

Not being awake enough to _take_ an aleve before it was far too late to actually be able to get any sleep.

My phone failing to be useful. (someone just texted me! Gah!)

Other people's emotional states being something I have to care about (can we say 'emotionally raw'? I knew we could!). The degree to which this is problematic right now? The bickering of the party members in Neverwinternights 2 made me want to kill them (since without a party my character would not survive, this makes actually playing the game not a fun thing right now). WoW is also a problem, because I don't want to interact with anyone and being in a guild means that I see what people say. I never did figure out how to temporarily turn _off_ guild chat...

Grrr. I hate people right now, so comments are off.

day, disjoint

In 'slightly less exhausted and doomy but apparently very disconnected' news:

There was watching of Star Trek and dinner having with metahacker and galaneia Sunday evening. It was charming and delightful and sad and very well done!

There was a majes' birthday party and all that entails (also, I got to see jasra's new room!).

I shall have a replacement phone at end of week or beginning of next (probably Saturday, but you never know).

Conversations with metahacker regarding the 'whys' of grad school help with future essay-ness, and I now have shelving what needs sealing but which I _have_.

Swimming this morning, even though not sleeping made me want to go find a quiet, dark, hidden corner in the basement to hide in (I kind of still want this, actually). Also, hot tub to help calm my damn muscles down and hopefully make them let me sleep tonight (also, no really, take aleve tonight, self!)!

Swimming at 6am means that all the lanes are available, which is fascinating, but not enough reason to try to go at that time regularly. (also, I probably could have gone at 5am, when I finished my book, had I but known!)

Saw the sun rise. Not my favorite thing to do, but still! Even with the rain, it was kind of cool.

I feel like I've been hungry all the time for the past two days. This may mean that I'm failing to eat decent meals, and may contribute to having failed to sleep last night. Lunchtime at work means I will have at least one decent meal today, though. I do wish I would stop staring in the fridge and finding absolutely nothing that appeals, though.

This is very much not a reflection on what's available for me to eat, BTW. Or if it is, I don't know that it is! At work, for lunch, if nothing else appeals, I can always have a salad with all sorts of crazy ingredients that I don't have to chop up or worry will go bad before they get eaten or anything. This is much of why I like eating salads not at home, incidentally!

I didn't eat breakfast, because I was going crazy because I was up all night and wanted to Get Out Of The House Now. And so, 7:30am work start time, including swimming and lolly-gagging (fun word, that) in the hottub. Also, I'm totally going home between 2:30 and 3. If I last that long.

Rice cakes & meal bars not very filling. I don't think lunch is available before 11, though.

I had inexplicable voicemail. Very vrooomy, though, whatever it was. Vroooom! (my phone makes a specific noise when I have just gotten voicemail, so I was reminded to check it from another phone!)

My head, it doth hurt.