[various]

*mews sadly*

<gir>I _miss_ you, roommate!</gir>


In other news, an interesting exercise in work group tonight caused me to notice that:

-I have no sad emotion that I can find examples of in me which is not loss-based.
-Most of the fear that I can find examples of experiencing is also loss-based.
-An exception to the previous statement is terror, which I can only recall experiencing in situations which are strategically difficult for me already, and then something unexpected for which I need to adjust happens (in case anyone was wondering, this describes school for me up until around 10th grade, at which point I started finding some things which made sense. It also describes how I tend to feel if I get lost alone, and have no map). Also, being trapped in large crowds has a similar effect, since I mostly can't process what's going on already in a large crowd, and not being able to escape makes it worse.

Interesting.

Now, sleep.

[various]

*mews sadly*

<gir>I _miss_ you, roommate!</gir>


In other news, an interesting exercise in work group tonight caused me to notice that:

-I have no sad emotion that I can find examples of in me which is not loss-based.
-Most of the fear that I can find examples of experiencing is also loss-based.
-An exception to the previous statement is terror, which I can only recall experiencing in situations which are strategically difficult for me already, and then something unexpected for which I need to adjust happens (in case anyone was wondering, this describes school for me up until around 10th grade, at which point I started finding some things which made sense. It also describes how I tend to feel if I get lost alone, and have no map). Also, being trapped in large crowds has a similar effect, since I mostly can't process what's going on already in a large crowd, and not being able to escape makes it worse.

Interesting.

Now, sleep.