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Oh, the cuteness of today's kittenbreak!

Visiting w/weegoddess is a good. Yesssss...

Having lots of email replies from australian_joe to read is also a good! I am master of the email deluge! (Which some of the people reading this already know. ;)

Sleeping in tomorrow, then wandering around Lowell w/anklesnake. Then, that evening, phone call w/australian_joe for which I am extremely impatient!

aelisdeliria returns home Sunday, and laundry must be done, and then work group. Mmm. Having a roommate again will be nice; no one around after lots of people interaction is a little weird.

(why is my stomach being all acidy today? I don't like it! Hmm. I don't have any antiacids with me... it's been a long time since I've needed them.)

Weeeeeird... FalconRidge is soon! And so is BiCamp! (eek. Why are they two weekends in a row?! You'd think I'd be better at avoiding such things! Especially _camping_ two weekends in a row, neither of which I've been to before... I'm all nervous now, because I'm likely driving to/preparing for both on my own! *whimper*)

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Oh, the cuteness of today's kittenbreak!

Visiting w/weegoddess is a good. Yesssss...

Having lots of email replies from australian_joe to read is also a good! I am master of the email deluge! (Which some of the people reading this already know. ;)

Sleeping in tomorrow, then wandering around Lowell w/anklesnake. Then, that evening, phone call w/australian_joe for which I am extremely impatient!

aelisdeliria returns home Sunday, and laundry must be done, and then work group. Mmm. Having a roommate again will be nice; no one around after lots of people interaction is a little weird.

(why is my stomach being all acidy today? I don't like it! Hmm. I don't have any antiacids with me... it's been a long time since I've needed them.)

Weeeeeird... FalconRidge is soon! And so is BiCamp! (eek. Why are they two weekends in a row?! You'd think I'd be better at avoiding such things! Especially _camping_ two weekends in a row, neither of which I've been to before... I'm all nervous now, because I'm likely driving to/preparing for both on my own! *whimper*)

[brains] accepting/asking for help

Bits of words that I thought needed a wider audience.


"It's difficult, for me at least, to consider that my perspective on things inside my head might not be accurate to reality, because then I have to face the terrifying possibility that _none_ of what's in my head might be accurate to reality. Instant recipe for insanity, that!

Accepting help implies (in my head) that what I do is not enough. And perhaps will never be enough. I hate that.

But not accepting help ever puts too much of the burden on myself. And that's bad and self-defeating."

--

I have _very_ much difficulty accepting help, and more difficulty yet asking for it. But I ask anyway. And I accept anyway. Because I am not someone who can cope with everything, all the time, on my own. Not and remain reasonably sane, happy, and stable.

[brains] accepting/asking for help

Bits of words that I thought needed a wider audience.


"It's difficult, for me at least, to consider that my perspective on things inside my head might not be accurate to reality, because then I have to face the terrifying possibility that _none_ of what's in my head might be accurate to reality. Instant recipe for insanity, that!

Accepting help implies (in my head) that what I do is not enough. And perhaps will never be enough. I hate that.

But not accepting help ever puts too much of the burden on myself. And that's bad and self-defeating."

--

I have _very_ much difficulty accepting help, and more difficulty yet asking for it. But I ask anyway. And I accept anyway. Because I am not someone who can cope with everything, all the time, on my own. Not and remain reasonably sane, happy, and stable.

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Talking to weegoddess last night reminded me that, yes, I _do_ have longer-term plans in my head, I just tend to forget they are there, because they are long-term and therefore not immediate impact (well, except in that I'm trying to pay off loans quickly - but I'd likely do that anyway). And, unlike short-term plans, I tend to not forget them! ;)

So, I've made myself another crazy backdated post, with which I can remind myself of my longer-term plans. There is some overlap with my calendaring post, of course, but I like it anyway.

La, la, la - there are long-term plans in my head - la, la la!

(my co-workers no longer look at me funny when I meow at them in greeting or as a question. I'm pleased)

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Talking to weegoddess last night reminded me that, yes, I _do_ have longer-term plans in my head, I just tend to forget they are there, because they are long-term and therefore not immediate impact (well, except in that I'm trying to pay off loans quickly - but I'd likely do that anyway). And, unlike short-term plans, I tend to not forget them! ;)

So, I've made myself another crazy backdated post, with which I can remind myself of my longer-term plans. There is some overlap with my calendaring post, of course, but I like it anyway.

La, la, la - there are long-term plans in my head - la, la la!

(my co-workers no longer look at me funny when I meow at them in greeting or as a question. I'm pleased)

[links]

ysabel linked to this post, which made me giggle. Satirizing the book of Genesis!

wolfieboy linked to a quote about modesty being silly, basically, in metaquotes.

tacit linked to an article about a kitten found swimming 3 miles offshore in Gulf of Mexico.

[links]

ysabel linked to this post, which made me giggle. Satirizing the book of Genesis!

wolfieboy linked to a quote about modesty being silly, basically, in metaquotes.

tacit linked to an article about a kitten found swimming 3 miles offshore in Gulf of Mexico.

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La, la, la...

Being added back by people who have tasty smut to read on their journal makes me happy, yes it does!

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La, la, la...

Being added back by people who have tasty smut to read on their journal makes me happy, yes it does!