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starandrea on respect, and helping people, in her notices page today. Kinda wish it was a LJ post, because I want to memory it. :)May. 7th, 2004
starandrea on respect, and helping people, in her notices page today. Kinda wish it was a LJ post, because I want to memory it. :)
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May. 7th, 2004 07:00 pmIt's _bad_ when I get to a mental state where being asked to come in this weekend to help out with getting some testing done before Monday, after agreeing to come in for a few hours tomorrow, puts me into full on whiny bitch mode.
I am _way_ too tired for words, and was really looking forward to having tomorrow free to do whatever I wanted with it. I'll still sleep in, of course. And will probably do my best to rest in the grass outside work.
I am, however, drained to the point where talking to people (online or off) today was actively painful.
So... I think that, after I eat dinner (as I am doing right now), I shall do what I can do make use of the answers my body gave me when I asked it what it most wanted. In no particular order, but all very urgent wants, to lay down in some grass and relax (grounding, anyone?); to _sleep_, and sleep in - I think grounding might be required for this to happen; and to get some comfortably casual affectionate physical contact.
Can't do much about the last one, but the first two I can handle. It's funny how much more I miss having someone nearby to get casual affectionate physical contact from after getting some for a few days! (waves toshadesong) I really don't get enough of that, usually. Not without asking for it, which sorta defeats the 'casual' part. Mmm. And in order to be truly casual, it needs to be someone I'm comfortable with and who is comfortable enough with me for that to make _sense_.
Want to not have to talk to anyone for a few days... not likely any time soon, but still _want_ it. Huh. You know, I think I said almost this exact same thing about a month ago, _before_ I started the insane three weekends in a row thing. No wonder I'm cranky!
I am _way_ too tired for words, and was really looking forward to having tomorrow free to do whatever I wanted with it. I'll still sleep in, of course. And will probably do my best to rest in the grass outside work.
I am, however, drained to the point where talking to people (online or off) today was actively painful.
So... I think that, after I eat dinner (as I am doing right now), I shall do what I can do make use of the answers my body gave me when I asked it what it most wanted. In no particular order, but all very urgent wants, to lay down in some grass and relax (grounding, anyone?); to _sleep_, and sleep in - I think grounding might be required for this to happen; and to get some comfortably casual affectionate physical contact.
Can't do much about the last one, but the first two I can handle. It's funny how much more I miss having someone nearby to get casual affectionate physical contact from after getting some for a few days! (waves to
shadesong) I really don't get enough of that, usually. Not without asking for it, which sorta defeats the 'casual' part. Mmm. And in order to be truly casual, it needs to be someone I'm comfortable with and who is comfortable enough with me for that to make _sense_.Want to not have to talk to anyone for a few days... not likely any time soon, but still _want_ it. Huh. You know, I think I said almost this exact same thing about a month ago, _before_ I started the insane three weekends in a row thing. No wonder I'm cranky!
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May. 7th, 2004 07:00 pmIt's _bad_ when I get to a mental state where being asked to come in this weekend to help out with getting some testing done before Monday, after agreeing to come in for a few hours tomorrow, puts me into full on whiny bitch mode.
I am _way_ too tired for words, and was really looking forward to having tomorrow free to do whatever I wanted with it. I'll still sleep in, of course. And will probably do my best to rest in the grass outside work.
I am, however, drained to the point where talking to people (online or off) today was actively painful.
So... I think that, after I eat dinner (as I am doing right now), I shall do what I can do make use of the answers my body gave me when I asked it what it most wanted. In no particular order, but all very urgent wants, to lay down in some grass and relax (grounding, anyone?); to _sleep_, and sleep in - I think grounding might be required for this to happen; and to get some comfortably casual affectionate physical contact.
Can't do much about the last one, but the first two I can handle. It's funny how much more I miss having someone nearby to get casual affectionate physical contact from after getting some for a few days! (waves toshadesong) I really don't get enough of that, usually. Not without asking for it, which sorta defeats the 'casual' part. Mmm. And in order to be truly casual, it needs to be someone I'm comfortable with and who is comfortable enough with me for that to make _sense_.
Want to not have to talk to anyone for a few days... not likely any time soon, but still _want_ it. Huh. You know, I think I said almost this exact same thing about a month ago, _before_ I started the insane three weekends in a row thing. No wonder I'm cranky!
I am _way_ too tired for words, and was really looking forward to having tomorrow free to do whatever I wanted with it. I'll still sleep in, of course. And will probably do my best to rest in the grass outside work.
I am, however, drained to the point where talking to people (online or off) today was actively painful.
So... I think that, after I eat dinner (as I am doing right now), I shall do what I can do make use of the answers my body gave me when I asked it what it most wanted. In no particular order, but all very urgent wants, to lay down in some grass and relax (grounding, anyone?); to _sleep_, and sleep in - I think grounding might be required for this to happen; and to get some comfortably casual affectionate physical contact.
Can't do much about the last one, but the first two I can handle. It's funny how much more I miss having someone nearby to get casual affectionate physical contact from after getting some for a few days! (waves to
shadesong) I really don't get enough of that, usually. Not without asking for it, which sorta defeats the 'casual' part. Mmm. And in order to be truly casual, it needs to be someone I'm comfortable with and who is comfortable enough with me for that to make _sense_.Want to not have to talk to anyone for a few days... not likely any time soon, but still _want_ it. Huh. You know, I think I said almost this exact same thing about a month ago, _before_ I started the insane three weekends in a row thing. No wonder I'm cranky!