wispfox: (sad)
wispfox ([personal profile] wispfox) wrote2007-10-11 12:37 pm

depression mathmatics

Too many days of grey days + very minimal amounts of roommateness + not having been up to walking around much when there _was_ sun last + sad wrists (which are slowly improving) + surgery recovery (my guts don't hurt anymore!) + no one around at home (immediately after _lots_ of people being around) = seriously depressed and lonely [livejournal.com profile] wispfox

Mew...

I need to try to find cuddly people to visit me this weekend, as there is basically no [livejournal.com profile] jasra time this weekend. Especially Saturday and Sunday during the day (Sunday evening is tentatively given to [livejournal.com profile] chaiya, and Saturday night is my regular call with [livejournal.com profile] australian_joe for which I will be much more alert than last week). And I can't drive anywhere with my wrists desperately needing time to rest from last weekend. Maybe I'll sleep absurd amounts and _really_ make the depression plus healing obvious (maybe I'll be _able_ to!).

On the plus side, Psinging tomorrow night. And lunch with people, also.

[identity profile] leiacat.livejournal.com 2007-10-11 04:40 pm (UTC)(link)
Damn the geography. Wish I could be cuddly for you.

[identity profile] wispfox.livejournal.com 2007-10-11 04:45 pm (UTC)(link)
Yeah...

I suppose it would be a bit... sudden and probably unwise to try to visit you, huh? :)

Damn lack of teleporters.

[identity profile] leiacat.livejournal.com 2007-10-11 05:38 pm (UTC)(link)
Y'know, normally you'd get an enthusiastic yay, even on this short a notice. :)

Except, this weekend I'm going out of town, visiting my parents. :(

[identity profile] wispfox.livejournal.com 2007-10-11 07:35 pm (UTC)(link)
Alas!

Probably would have been unwise and complicated, anyway. :)

(perhaps we should _actually_ plan for me to visit some weekend, since we are in the same time zone and all...)

[identity profile] wispfox.livejournal.com 2007-10-11 05:08 pm (UTC)(link)
Yeah, that's about my level of where I want to be. I want a momma cat licking and nuzzling _my_ head! Or petting me. Or holding me.

Dammit, I hate this state. Not far enough gone to not care, but very clearly intensely depressed.
jasra: (in ur side - stealin ur heartz)

[personal profile] jasra 2007-10-12 02:41 am (UTC)(link)
omg, the cute. Seriously.
randysmith: (Default)

[personal profile] randysmith 2007-10-11 04:56 pm (UTC)(link)
Ohhh. *hughughug* (and a few more tomorrow).

[identity profile] kar0na.livejournal.com 2007-10-11 09:34 pm (UTC)(link)
I am seriously depressed and lonely as well. And I have a knitting group coming over tonight and it doesn't seem to be lifting my mood to know that.

*mews back*

[identity profile] alecto23.livejournal.com 2007-10-11 11:47 pm (UTC)(link)
I was trying to think of something funny or silly to send you, but couldn't think of anything. Except if you haven't already listened to Beau Heartbreaker's songs (http://profile.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=user.viewprofile&friendID=152425264) they might help. They're funny.

*hugs*

[identity profile] australian-joe.livejournal.com 2007-10-12 01:43 am (UTC)(link)
Poor!

[quick glance at the time]

You may not be asleep yet. I call!