depression mathmatics

[wispfox]

Too many days of grey days + very minimal amounts of roommateness + not having been up to walking around much when there _was_ sun last + sad wrists (which are slowly improving) + surgery recovery (my guts don't hurt anymore!) + no one around at home (immediately after _lots_ of people being around) = seriously depressed and lonely wispfox

Mew...

I need to try to find cuddly people to visit me this weekend, as there is basically no jasra time this weekend. Especially Saturday and Sunday during the day (Sunday evening is tentatively given to chaiya, and Saturday night is my regular call with australian_joe for which I will be much more alert than last week). And I can't drive anywhere with my wrists desperately needing time to rest from last weekend. Maybe I'll sleep absurd amounts and _really_ make the depression plus healing obvious (maybe I'll be _able_ to!).

On the plus side, Psinging tomorrow night. And lunch with people, also.

Comments

[the-xtina.livejournal.com]

:(

[wispfox.livejournal.com]

Yeah, that's about my level of where I want to be. I want a momma cat licking and nuzzling _my_ head! Or petting me. Or holding me.

Dammit, I hate this state. Not far enough gone to not care, but very clearly intensely depressed.

[jasra]

omg, the cute. Seriously.