[sleep]
I would _really_ like to stop spending my nights in the grips of really strange dreams, because I seem to not sleep nearly as well that way. I do seem prone towards really strange dreams lately, though!
Tonight I try to determine if my sleep difficulties might have something to do with insufficient longer-term physical contact - I don't have any idea when the last time I had more than hug-type contact with anyone. No wonder I've been feeling out of sorts and disconnected and just plain strange!
[edit] I apparently was not clear. I'm not intending to try to combine cuddling and sleeping tonight; just attempting to get some cuddling in (and have already asked for such). I don't sleep (well, if at all) while cuddling, although cuddling can get me most of the way to being able to sleep.
Tonight I try to determine if my sleep difficulties might have something to do with insufficient longer-term physical contact - I don't have any idea when the last time I had more than hug-type contact with anyone. No wonder I've been feeling out of sorts and disconnected and just plain strange!
[edit] I apparently was not clear. I'm not intending to try to combine cuddling and sleeping tonight; just attempting to get some cuddling in (and have already asked for such). I don't sleep (well, if at all) while cuddling, although cuddling can get me most of the way to being able to sleep.
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But, I was not talking about trying to cuddle while sharing sleeping space, as far as tonight. Just getting some cuddling at _all_ is my goal for tonight. And, I don't seem to sleep when cuddling, although it can get me most of the way there.
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I've been realizing lately that lack of physical contact does bad things for my physical and mental state too. I need to find more cuddle buddies clearly :)
Hope you get some good cuddles tonight! and some good sleep too.