Owow. Yes, I can definitely see still reeling from that after a year and a half. That's pretty bad.

Two very similar but importantly different definitions of poly: a) "Cool, the rules don't apply to me anymore!", b) "Shit, I need to be noticably more careful to figure out my actions and their effects on others 'cause I can't rely on the rules to do it for me anymore". Arrggh.