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tiny musings
I had forgotten, if I ever knew, how delightful small, portable sources of music with headphones are. On the way home, I purchased a walkman-like contraption, except for CDs and not audio tapes. I have since been listening to music with it, effectively ignoring the fact that there is anyone else here.
It's been very nice. Almost like having the place to myself for the night.
For an air sign, I have a heck of an thing for fire. There's currently... 9 burning things (1 oil lamp, 8 candles) burning on my coffee table in my living room, in front of me. Mmm. Fire.
Burning white sage has strong associations for me, as I noticed eariler while smudging my apartment.
First, and primarily, Robin, with whom I had the shortest, and most intense, relationship I've ever been in. Probably also the first person I had a deep bond with, simply based on how much I still miss her. She's the first person I mentioned in my shy or not shy post.
Every so often, I wish I knew how to track her down. But I don't even know her last name, and am not sure I ever did. And the store to which I had gone to talk to her friend in order to track her down is no longer around, and I can't track down the friend, either. Oh well. It'd be nice to at least know she's ok...
Second would be associations with Jessie, my longest-term friend, and smudging my apartment when I moved in here a year and a half ago. I saw her last at the Flea last month, much too briefly. I should visit her again, soon.
It's been very nice. Almost like having the place to myself for the night.
For an air sign, I have a heck of an thing for fire. There's currently... 9 burning things (1 oil lamp, 8 candles) burning on my coffee table in my living room, in front of me. Mmm. Fire.
Burning white sage has strong associations for me, as I noticed eariler while smudging my apartment.
First, and primarily, Robin, with whom I had the shortest, and most intense, relationship I've ever been in. Probably also the first person I had a deep bond with, simply based on how much I still miss her. She's the first person I mentioned in my shy or not shy post.
Every so often, I wish I knew how to track her down. But I don't even know her last name, and am not sure I ever did. And the store to which I had gone to talk to her friend in order to track her down is no longer around, and I can't track down the friend, either. Oh well. It'd be nice to at least know she's ok...
Second would be associations with Jessie, my longest-term friend, and smudging my apartment when I moved in here a year and a half ago. I saw her last at the Flea last month, much too briefly. I should visit her again, soon.