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[touch] 'Duh' moment
Driving home from work, I was struck by a bit of of a 'duh' moment, as far as trying to figure out why it was that this year was so much more difficult than the last, in terms of being touch needy.
Um. Because last year I _had_ a reasonably regular source of non-effortful, known to be wanted & comfortable touch, from someone who sought out my company about as often as I did the reverse. Duh. *shakes head* Sometimes, my obviousness amazes me. And, of course, now I miss said friend terribly.
In a completely unrelated train of thought, the amount of stuff I am packing for this weekend is amazing. Mostly because of the large pile of blankets.
Um. Because last year I _had_ a reasonably regular source of non-effortful, known to be wanted & comfortable touch, from someone who sought out my company about as often as I did the reverse. Duh. *shakes head* Sometimes, my obviousness amazes me. And, of course, now I miss said friend terribly.
In a completely unrelated train of thought, the amount of stuff I am packing for this weekend is amazing. Mostly because of the large pile of blankets.