wispfox: (NSPy)
He was a stray who was caught when his foster was trying to catch another kitty, because she never thought she could catch him. He purred madly when she came to check the trap, and his tale with humans was started.

I may try to make a second post with photos, but not right now.

long. )
wispfox: (curled kitty)
God, I miss my kitty.

I need to not have dreams where I vividly remember holding him while he was put to sleep. How he just... stopped. And then dreams where he's not really dead, I just can't find him. So he's sad and lost and lonely and hungry and mewing for me. And I _can't find him_. Or worse, I do, but he's been without food for so long that there's no way he'll survive. Or that he's even really alive (dreams where he's alive but can't be are... hard).

Woke up mad at NSPy for not being My Kitty. Didn't do anything about this anger, but did pet him lots because he was nearby and purring madly. But he's not Ash. And not really My Kitty in any ways that Ash was.

I miss my kitty, and I'm afraid to go back to sleep for dreaming. But, especially considering that I've been sick, it's _far_ too early to just remain awake.
wispfox: (curled kitty)
God, I miss my kitty.

I need to not have dreams where I vividly remember holding him while he was put to sleep. How he just... stopped. And then dreams where he's not really dead, I just can't find him. So he's sad and lost and lonely and hungry and mewing for me. And I _can't find him_. Or worse, I do, but he's been without food for so long that there's no way he'll survive. Or that he's even really alive (dreams where he's alive but can't be are... hard).

Woke up mad at NSPy for not being My Kitty. Didn't do anything about this anger, but did pet him lots because he was nearby and purring madly. But he's not Ash. And not really My Kitty in any ways that Ash was.

I miss my kitty, and I'm afraid to go back to sleep for dreaming. But, especially considering that I've been sick, it's _far_ too early to just remain awake.
wispfox: (curled kitty)
Watching other people have to put a cat to sleep hurts, both in sympathy for them and in memory for me.
wispfox: (curled kitty)
Watching other people have to put a cat to sleep hurts, both in sympathy for them and in memory for me.
wispfox: (content)
It's so strange to cook food or go into the fridge and not have Ash begging for food.

Or to get home and not have him at the top of the stairs to greet me and/or inform me that I should have been in bed an _hour_ ago. (or that it's past dinnertime)

Or following me around the house, chatting and/or purring loudly.

Or joining me on the couch, or trying to get me to _go_ to the couch, for petting.

It's _way_ too damn quiet in my apartment. No purry, bitchy, chatty kitty...

And, unlike last night, my bond with him was gone this morning. Completely. I can figuratively wave my hand through the space where it was. It was comforting to still have it connected to something last night... but no more.

I miss my kitty.
wispfox: (content)
It's so strange to cook food or go into the fridge and not have Ash begging for food.

Or to get home and not have him at the top of the stairs to greet me and/or inform me that I should have been in bed an _hour_ ago. (or that it's past dinnertime)

Or following me around the house, chatting and/or purring loudly.

Or joining me on the couch, or trying to get me to _go_ to the couch, for petting.

It's _way_ too damn quiet in my apartment. No purry, bitchy, chatty kitty...

And, unlike last night, my bond with him was gone this morning. Completely. I can figuratively wave my hand through the space where it was. It was comforting to still have it connected to something last night... but no more.

I miss my kitty.
wispfox: (exhausted)
Since more than a few of you seemed shocked by the suddenness, I wanted to note that it was pretty sudden on this end, too.

[[livejournal.com profile] jasra takes over typing]

Timeline )
wispfox: (exhausted)
Since more than a few of you seemed shocked by the suddenness, I wanted to note that it was pretty sudden on this end, too.

[[livejournal.com profile] jasra takes over typing]

Timeline )

[Kitty]

May. 12th, 2006 04:41 pm
wispfox: (curled kitty)
([livejournal.com profile] jasra typing)

Ash's abdominal tumor had metastasized to many of his internal organs, causing him to slow and eventually stop his food and water intake. I learned this earlier today, as an ultrasound was done to figure out what was going on with him, and once it was determined that it had spread that far, it seemed that the best choice was to let him go.

We just got back from putting him to sleep. I'm going to miss him.

[edit]

I think one of the hardest things I've ever had to do was leave his body at the vet's. He _hates_ the vet.

But he was purring before he died. And he'd been happy living with me.

And I'm kinda glad, in some respects, that my wrists have kept me out of work. It meant I'd been home a lot more with him.

[Kitty]

May. 12th, 2006 04:41 pm
wispfox: (curled kitty)
([livejournal.com profile] jasra typing)

Ash's abdominal tumor had metastasized to many of his internal organs, causing him to slow and eventually stop his food and water intake. I learned this earlier today, as an ultrasound was done to figure out what was going on with him, and once it was determined that it had spread that far, it seemed that the best choice was to let him go.

We just got back from putting him to sleep. I'm going to miss him.

[edit]

I think one of the hardest things I've ever had to do was leave his body at the vet's. He _hates_ the vet.

But he was purring before he died. And he'd been happy living with me.

And I'm kinda glad, in some respects, that my wrists have kept me out of work. It meant I'd been home a lot more with him.

[sleep]

Apr. 12th, 2006 11:16 am
wispfox: (glee)
So, not been sleeping well for a few nights, and then last night was even worse than most, as apparently _no_ one was sleeping well (and there was an extra person around, which also can make things difficult).

And then my cat - who is apparently feeling neglected - felt the need to wake me up with piteous mewing at 6am. Normally, he does that ones, I tell him to shush, and he does. Not this morning.

Sleeeeepy.

But massage tonight! And then I read on the couch and hopefully my kitty with join me and be less sad.

[sleep]

Apr. 12th, 2006 11:16 am
wispfox: (glee)
So, not been sleeping well for a few nights, and then last night was even worse than most, as apparently _no_ one was sleeping well (and there was an extra person around, which also can make things difficult).

And then my cat - who is apparently feeling neglected - felt the need to wake me up with piteous mewing at 6am. Normally, he does that ones, I tell him to shush, and he does. Not this morning.

Sleeeeepy.

But massage tonight! And then I read on the couch and hopefully my kitty with join me and be less sad.
wispfox: (curled kitty)
My kitty is an excellent source of icons. ;)

First, we have:

"Dammit mom, _must_ you interrupt my nap for such trivialities?"

Then!

"I'm comfy. And I'm ignoring you. Even if you insist on using the flash this time."

See? He likes it under the covers. ;)
wispfox: (curled kitty)
My kitty is an excellent source of icons. ;)

First, we have:

"Dammit mom, _must_ you interrupt my nap for such trivialities?"

Then!

"I'm comfy. And I'm ignoring you. Even if you insist on using the flash this time."

See? He likes it under the covers. ;)
wispfox: (Default)
My kitty cuted me right out when I wandered into my room to try to find him. So, I have pictures!

kitty and blankets )

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